did anyone else lowk psychoengineer a second version of yourself as a kid cause you kept getting abused and wanted someone to protect you or am i just weird as fuck
can i confess that my thoughts are terrible especially towards people i dont know like ill meet someone new and if they’re visibly unattractive ill think some shit like “wow this person is ugly as fuck thank god i don’t look like that”
whenever i overeat i do this horrid experiment on myself where i wont talk to anyone which makes me go crazy for a drop of validation and since ill be alone i start needing to impress myself which i then do by getting an overly massive amount of steps or starving and it works