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🜍 P I N N E D 🜍 “ I  REMEMBER  HOW  IT  FELT . “ FORSAKEN AZURE RP ACCOUNT - SENSITIVE CONTENT WARNING Ask Azurewrath — reefflorescence.straw.page

@Therealkaiey It’s constant. It happens often. I can’t get rid of it. That’s all there is to it. Nothing more. [ His tendrils rest behind him, gently flicking every once in a while. He stares forward. ]

@reefflorescence I see.. does it happen often? Or anything like that? [They'll look at him as their tail would tap the ground, they are uncertain if it is a good idea to place their hand on his back or something..]

My head hurts.

i kill you in my dreams and i regret it every time #azuretime

@Therealkaiey It’s a constant ache. There’s nothing to do about it. [ He says it quite plainly. It seems he’s rather stand offish. ]

@reefflorescence Now, wanna tell me what's going on azure? You seem upset lately, w-well if it is something personal then I guess I cannot question that-! But if you really want to tell me I am always happy to try to comfort you!

@spawnsvessel // neigh

@reefflorescence // IM NOT READY FOR THE HORSE

…Ugh. Maybe. Is this really only for your sick entertainment? #ASKEFFLORESCENCE

@Therealkaiey [ Azure inches closer and sits down, wrapping his arms around his knees as he pulls them to his chest. ] …

@reefflorescence Lovely! [They'll sit on the ground as they pat on the floor for him to sit, while their tail wags happily! Taking their crown off] Please sit next to me!

@spawnsvessel // da hors is hea

@reefflorescence // Peter I’m so scared

@Therealkaiey I don’t mind. You can sit with me.

@reefflorescence Whatever? Hm.. I really suck with nicknames, so I'll stick with azure for now! Mind if I sit next to you? That so you can tell me what's bothering you! If.. you want too! Since I respect your boundaries!

@Therealkaiey ….whatever you prefer to call me. It doesn’t matter.

@reefflorescence Hai there! You are really interesting to know about! No no I am not part of your imagination I am real! Call me Princess! How shall I call you? (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)

I feel nothing but constant anguish

@Therealkaiey // hai !

@reefflorescence //I REALLY WANT TO INT

Sometimes I think that that clone of them will provide me some kind of comfort. It would be nice if it were sentient. I know it’s being controlled by my surroundings. I’m naive. It disgusts me. I keep being lead into my doom by its false smiles.

@spawnsvessel …

@reefflorescence They believe this conversation is finished ! May the Spawn bless you .

Do not stop until bone and flesh melt into one another; becoming one . A pure vessel lacks any fat . A pure vessel does not pump itself with processed foods . The Spawn only deserves the best . Do not disrespect His kindness to you .

@spawnsvessel So if I managed to kill you with every single match to come, you’d just sit there and suffer? Pathetic. It’s as if your God wants you to suffer.

@reefflorescence What occurs is within His Will . There is a purpose for every action , every word spoken , and every path He guides all towards . To be blessed with a secondary life does not mean there is a desire to waste the first . Every life must be cherished .

@spawnsvessel Spawn can’t protect you from everything.

@reefflorescence …

@spawnsvessel Let’s see what you say when I kill you next time I see you.

@reefflorescence He will protect me from any harm that may come . This is for Him .

@spawnsshepard Yes.

@reefflorescence Are you alright ?

I keep plucking the flowers off my tendrils. They grow back.

@spawnsshepard … Yes. Blessed…

@reefflorescence That must be quite useful at times , how blessed you may be !

i come from the toughest place you can imagine. i want to be gentle, i want to die gently. but it seems i have to match.

@luckychancingit I suppose so. It’s nice not having to appease everyone I come across anymore, but at times I feel I’m doing too much, you know? It doesn’t help that my damn hat still has some semblance of control over me at times.

@reefflorescence Was this how it felt like for you? Finally droppin' the act? Was it relievin'? Did it feel like you could finally do whatever you wanted no matter how many people hated you for it?

Pathetic. Crying over some fuckin' ex like a loser.