Anusha S...

Unexpected find on a random wander into a bookstore couple of weekends back. And now a rainy long weekend to relax with it.

Missing out another 5k tomorrow, not cleared for running yet. Once we break, theres no predicting the timeline for healing. All we can do is work on building back the strength, and hope someday it will pay off.

Something i read today: “Some grief is heavier than others. Some moves through you. Others get stuck and you carry it. Forever. “

My 5yo niece visited me for the first time last month. She noticed the van gogh starry night poster on my kitchen wall, recognized it as a famous one 😮 and asked about it in detail. Next morning she handed me her reproduction, 🤩 for my wall. 🙃

“You say I am loved when I can't feel a thing You say I am strong when I think I am weak And you say I am held when I am falling short And when I don't belong, oh, You say I am Yours And I believe, oh, I believe What You say of me I believe” #QuotingOutOfContext #Top40Gyaan

A doctor accepts a new patient, to see them 1month after their call. They spend entire first visit to evaluate & gather info, to conclude patient needs to see them once a week for 6weeks & yet they cannot see them for next 2months. How is that normal? 🤔 #BrokenSystem

@vaibhav_arora Thanks @vaibhav_arora

@scribblydo Oh, no. Sorry to hear that😔 Hope you recover soon, Anusha.

The SF 5k last year was my personal best wrt timing. I was training since my Oakland 5k this year to improve my pace. I really felt I may do slightly better time this year. Instead I accidentally broke my feet and cannot even walk it in 1hr. #OhWell #ThatsLife 😏

“And I'm too perfect, 'til I open my big mouth I want to be me, is that not allowed? And I'm too perfect, 'til I show you that I'm not A thousand people I could be for you, and you hate the f*ing lot” - Messy #quotingOutOfContext

How many roads must a woman walk down Before you call him a man? How many seas must a white dove sail Before she sleeps in the sand? How many times must a woman look up Before she can see the sky? The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind The answer is “not in this lifetime!”

Are we who we say we are, or do we become the person others see?

If you are rejected Accept it If you are unloved Let go If they chose someone or something over you Move on - People who are not treating you well are not going to treat you any better if you work harder.

This month, my aunt is fighting cancer for life the 2nd time. The courage with which she faces it is unbelievable. Bad things happen to good people. Trick is to no longer ask why something happened, but ask how we will respond, now that it has happened, and who will support us.

It is amazing how tech industry has so much patience to nurture and invest in a AI robot, but absolutely unwilling to do the same for URM human, and abandons most smart humans of any kind older than 35/40.

When feelings are heavy they become all we are And we become night time dreamers And street walkers, small talkers When we should be daydreamers And moonwalkers and dream talkers In real life - Aurora

Someday, wont this be funny Well I want it funny now Someday, wont this be long ago I wanna feel that now Sorry if I don’t know how But hey what can you do I'm a touchy feely fool Life is pretty cruel For a touchy feely fool I wud give anything to not give a shit, but I do -AJR

@Me_Datta Great tips. I would add: Talk to people like @Me_Datta - will definitely brighten the day! Thanks for sending the positive vibes, Meenu.

3 tips to be happy: 1⃣ Start creating the life you dream, bit by bit. Work on one aspect you can work on today 2⃣ Don't pay attention to the judgments being passed on you 3⃣ Be grateful. Everyone has things to be grateful about. Find yours #DreamLife #riseabovethenoise #grateful

Poha with Tour de France. Its like being in Pune again. 😇

OK, I just learned about port reuse in MacOS, and it is a bit wild. 🦓🐺🦏 Here's what happened: 1. Start NextJS app on port 3000. 2. Point browser to localhost:3000. Next looks good. 3. Start Rails app on port 3000. 4. Refresh. Rails looks good. WTF?