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#zonauang akun x kosongan/ada isi bebas tahun berapa

liar

i swear to the deepest hell, i’ll never have feelings for anyone else ever again.

having feelings is disgusting. depending on others is disgusting. telling people about your problems is disgusting.

im afraid, save me

i just fought with my dad on the phone and i think i remember this feeling, the anxious heartbeats, he’ll come home shouting and hitting me. i already put a dumbbell against my room door, but i’m pretty sure he can still come in.

i love my mother

and i swear i hate men, i hate all of them.

i got so anxious. my mother called me while crying hysterically. it must be because of my father. i couldn’t help but cry too while at work after the call ended i called my brother to go to my parents’ house in case my father was still abusing her

dear god, please take these feelings away. please. i don’t want these disgusting feelings.

having a crush on someone is fucking disgusting. i hate myself when i like someone.

engga lol. bahkan mereka anggap buku buang-buang uang dan ngga berguna.

“find another guy” or “you’re better without men” i only said those things because she always complains about her bf to me.

i always wonder why my bsf’s bf is so harsh to me, like calling me annanjing, say f*ck u, or showing the middle finger, even though we rarely talk in rl and never contact each other online. turns out my bsf always screenshots it when i say things like “ur bf’s ugly”,

silly

she said it’s only day 3. she felt bad, said i wasn’t supposed to come back. she promised that after she graduates, she’ll rent a house for us to stay together. little did she know.

i’ll go kill myself after my best friend’s graduation

Imagine someone waiting for you to finish everything you’re doing, not because they have to but because they want to spend time with you. It’s not even about doing anything special together, it’s just the thought that after a long day, someone chooses you as their peace.

i miss my little brother