𖤐 ʾ 𝐇𝙰𝙽𝙽𝙰𝙷 :

⠀⠀ ̼ ₊ i don't wanna be girl, i wanna be your gun ۪ ֹ

you're on your own, kid. you always have been.

ᅠᅠ𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘰𝘨𝘴 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯 ᅠᅠ𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭, 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩? ᅠᅠ𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘭 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵 𝘭𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 ᅠᅠ𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩?

you saved my life. it’s yours.

it is not true that a burnt child dreads the fire. it is drawn to it like a moth to a flame. it knows that when it goes near it， it will burn itself again. still， it gets too close.

ᅠᅠ𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘪'𝘮 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘤 𝘥𝘶𝘴𝘵? ᅠᅠ𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘣𝘰𝘹 ᅠᅠ𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵

ㅤ ㅤ 𝙉𝙊𝘽𝙊𝘿𝙔 𝘿𝙀𝙑𝙄𝘼𝙏𝙀𝙎 𝙁𝙍𝙊𝙈 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙋𝙇𝘼𝙉, 𝙉𝙊 𝙈𝘼𝙏𝙏𝙀𝙍 𝙒𝙃𝘼𝙏 ㅤ ㅤ

there’s something so beautifully violent about you. i can’t figure out what it is. is it your vacant eyes? your sharp teeth? or your blood—stained hands?

⠀i became bitter and untouchable . i craved affection but even the mere thought of someone caring made my stomach turn .

ㅤ ㅤ 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑳𝑰𝑻𝑻𝑳𝑬 𝑺𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑵𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑻𝑶𝑳𝑫 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑩𝑼𝑻 𝑺𝑯𝑬 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬𝑺 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑺𝑶 ㅤ ㅤ

ᅠ sweet creature, wherever i go —- you bring me home ᅠ

ᅠ forgive my northern attitude， i was raised out in the cold. ᅠ

ᅠ and my words seem to kill when i’m mad. i have a lot of regrets about that ᅠ