Ashley of shedtwt . . 🍎

#edtwt INTRO !! ifb <33 🖼️ — I go by jade (she/he prns) Autistic did system with bpd and orthorexia — 🪽 🎨 — I like sally face, btd, tinr, homestuck, + others #ricecaketwt #slittwt #edrtwt #thinspo #promotwt #orthotwt — 🖌️

I think it’s really important in a relationship to be able to still say you love each other during arguments. It’s so small but it’s so so important and meaningful

Romanticizing my ed, back on my honeymoon phase and starving all summer ⋆.𐙚 ̊

I keep hallucinating my phone buzzing and ringing

@hauntingamor You’re a lovely mom, and im sure your kids love you so much <33

@starvedcreator as a mom, this is absolutely disgusting and im so sorry. even when im relapsing with my ed i neeeever let it effect how my kids see food and i constantly encourage them to have a healthy relationship with food because i never want them to suffer like i do

It’s really saddening to realize I was conditioned to have an eating disorder since I was a kid. This is a real Facebook post from my mom when I was a literal toddler

@ellathefren6 I’m so sorry :(

@sym2l @Maxinemoonn Let’s not!! ^_^

@Maxinemoonn @starvedcreator i mean she was kinda right

what i used to eat before knowing what calories are

Thank you for 1k I love you guys :))!!

@Maxinemoonn That sounds like such a scary thing to be surrounded by (the second one) im sorry :(

@starvedcreator Omg lol we legit went from a McDonalds 1-2 times a week to making us watch a documentary about how awful McDonald’s is and it lowkey led to all 3 of us developing an awful relationship with food

@444emptyyangel I missed you when I was sleeping 🙁

its hard to fall asleep without someone there

@lifekaysway Not that I know of

@starvedcreator This is heartbreaking. I can’t even fathom this. Did anyone check her on this vileness?

@annoyedbatwings Go for it!

@starvedcreator Can I punch your mom? /gen

@reneerexi3 HELL YEAH!!

@starvedcreator I FUCKING LOVE BTD MOOT ME rn bro

#edtwt INTRO !! ifb <33 🖼️ — I go by jade (she/he prns) Autistic did system with bpd and orthorexia — 🪽 🎨 — I like sally face, btd, tinr, homestuck, + others #ricecaketwt #slittwt #edrtwt #thinspo #promotwt #orthotwt — 🖌️

@Maxinemoonn We’re sorta on two sides of the same coin here, my mom was a bodybuilder

@starvedcreator That is actually insane but so relative my mom used to be morbidly obese (like 400lbs) and she lost 200lbs from a gastric bypass surgery and she would constantly tell me to not gain weight or I’d end up like her and I was like 8🧍‍♀️

both hosts trying to ignore the system together

Also I hope this can be a good example to anyone on here that needs it to recover before having a child if you plan on having one. Your future self and that child deserve to live long and happy lives. It just takes time and effort to get there💕💕

@someanglscntfly I’m a lot better! Thank you stranger <3

@starvedcreator this is so sad :/ im sorry you had to be broight up in a mindset like that, its not ir fault; thats soo wrong to do to a child omg i hope youre doing okay now x

@theGreenFuzz I’m okay!!!!! ^_^

@starvedcreator This is so insanely sad :( hope ur doing okay

@sai_ntdevil Cinnamon rolls are good as fuck I love them

@starvedcreator …ive been caught

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@sony_xdd ITSOKAY ITS LOWKEY FUNNY TOO WHEN YOU THINK ABT IT

@starvedcreator MY FUTURE CALORIE COUNTER?? Sorry I cackled this is so sad though 😅😅