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@starvingake

diary of my thoughts 05/21y he/him aroace disabled shedtwt pro recovery dm open

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ake@starvingake·14 Şub

going public for a bit to make an intro and find new moots edtwt/shedtwt 🍂ake, he/him, 21, queer 🍂unclear ed, pro recovery 🍂grandma hobbies 🍂trying to get back into boxing after becoming disabled only want kind people around preferably adults

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ake@starvingake·18h

THE LEG ONES HURT SO BAD i don't want to put a dressing on, and i don't think it would help. it's just ny nerves being damaged and skin being new and sensitive and my sock being course. i hate this so much

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nurse said it looks like it is okay for me to stay like this, but i should keep dressings nearby because the new shin is thin and at risk of breaking. also no more dressings on two of the leg ones!! i'm getting my skin back

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ake@starvingake·18h

@ooaaeeoi thank you!! we are going to mostly rest and do crafts together, it's always very calm when i'm with her

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⋆˚࿔ 𝑲𝒖𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊 𝜗𝜚˚ of shtwt ≽^• ˕ • ྀི≼@ooaaeeoi·18h

@starvingake oh this is so exciting ake!!! Have such an amazing time and be safe w(°o°)w It’s a quiet comfort having someone else who knows your history since you share it

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ake@starvingake·19h

in 36 hours i will be sitting on a bus on my way to my friend, and then we will spend the weekend together. it feels great, i have missed her

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ake@starvingake·19h

she is my oldest friend, the only one i have a shared past with, and a few years we have shared we know no one else who remember. it wasn't a good time so we don't always talk about it, but it's still nice to have a shared past

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ake@starvingake·19h

@drainerexic thank you<3 it tasted really good

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ake@starvingake·20h

trying not to puke while i'm prepping a sandwich. life feels cruel today. i'm s9 hungry, but i'm worried that i may not get to keep the sandwich and all this work is for nothing

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ake@starvingake·19h

@ooaaeeoi yes, the one with snow, but the one thst isn't going down hills. we call it långsidor here, and i have seen adaptive ones i would be able to use, but it would have to be in prepared paths and not free to go anywhere as it is for standing people

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⋆˚࿔ 𝑲𝒖𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊 𝜗𝜚˚ of shtwt ≽^• ˕ • ྀི≼@ooaaeeoi·20h

@starvingake Hmmm u mean the kind with snow?? Or something else bc I used to also ski when I was little my mom took me and It was just fabulous

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⋆˚࿔ 𝑲𝒖𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊 𝜗𝜚˚ of shtwt ≽^• ˕ • ྀི≼@ooaaeeoi·22h

I wish I could sing again with all my heart and dance and play outside like I’m meant to. I want to pour my heart over the music that means everything to me and ride my bike with the wind in my face and lights blurring past. Stupid fucking genetics disabled me ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა

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ake@starvingake·20h

my temperature is a bit higher than usual so maybe that is a reason i feel bad, but it's not fever level, just overnormal, so it's all okay. it can explain the woozy feeling tho

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ake@starvingake·20h

over 4h since i ate and the pain has only gotten worse. idk what to do. i'm hungry but i'm feeling so sick and woozy. it's not like it usually is

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ake@starvingake·21h

@ooaaeeoi CLIMBING TREES!!!! i really want to figure out a way to go skiing, the kind you do on pretty flat ground. i used to ski to school as a kid and loved it so much

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⋆˚࿔ 𝑲𝒖𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊 𝜗𝜚˚ of shtwt ≽^• ˕ • ྀི≼@ooaaeeoi·22h

@starvingake UGH I love the lil snow and chilly crispy air on all of me honestly, the best I think is riding on a fast boat around the cold months I dream of doing that teehee and climbing trees and just I just WANNA BE A HOOLIGAN!! CLIMB TREES EAT THE RICH!!! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

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ake@starvingake·21h

@ooaaeeoi it's a triangle if a few centimeters, but so far no one has asked. i think it helps that i'm covered in scars tbh, but i have been a litter nervous about it looking so different from the rest

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⋆˚࿔ 𝑲𝒖𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊 𝜗𝜚˚ of shtwt ≽^• ˕ • ྀི≼@ooaaeeoi·22h

@starvingake hmmmm I would maybe go with burn but I’m not sure what it looks like, or you could say some type of allergy or really really bad dry skin

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ake@starvingake·2d

i need a good lie to what happened to my arm, it do not look like any of the other scars there so someone may get nosey. it might be possible to say i had a weird skin thing and had to remove it? or maybe it's a burn? or idk, all kind of sound bad

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ake@starvingake·23h

@DOGB1TES i am summoned!!

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🦷 ࣪𖤐.ᐟ@DOGB1TES·23h

Go the gay people in my phone! Go! Profile pictures now!

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ake@starvingake·23h

i'm constantly hungry and idk how to handle it

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ake@starvingake·23h

i don't know if i'm more hungry or more sick from my last meal. i'm definitely going to feel more like shit if i eat, but also so very hungry

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ake@starvingake·1d

my friend who say he hates texting has started texting with me! several times in the last week. it's fun, i usually do not get to have contact with him unless irl

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ake@starvingake·1d

ate way too much yesterday, but today i at least started my day with 4km running so it might be okay. wheelchair take less calories than real running though, but it should be more than cycling at least

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ake@starvingake·1d

did not fall back asleep, but now home again so it's nap time. spent 1,5h at the technician, it was supposed to be under 30 minutes of work. i'm so tired, but mu chair fit better now and they will order some new stuff for it that i will get in may

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3h of sleep was not enough, might be able to get an hour more, and then i'm napping as soon i get home

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