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@sunghocore

I like hot people and what about it

02 - bnd txt enha piwon Beigetreten Aralık 2017
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autumn ୭ ˚.@sunghocore·
I’m gonna cry
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🐱 hello moas, this is taehyun. it feels a bit awkward and embarrassing to write a long post after such a long time, but i’m writing this down in my notes because there are feelings i want to convey to you. i'm so thankful for so many things that i don't even know where to start, but first, i want to say thank you for everything we’ve achieved with this comeback. renewing our contracts was actually our decision, not moas, so i’ve always felt that this massive amount of love isn't something we should take for granted. our resolve for "txt 2.0" was just something our members promised each other, but i think the reason that determination turned into something visible so quickly is all thanks to moas. we’ve had so many ups and downs with music core, but thanks to the members’ will to keep going and the moas who supported us, we finally got our first #1 there and ended up sweeping all the trophies this week. we’ve been saying lately that since we renewed “since we renewed our contracts, we’re back to being in our 1st year” and getting five trophies in just one week really reminded me of our actual first year. we won over ten rookie of the year awards back then hehe. it really felt even more like a new beginning. naturally, being human, you want to achieve things faster and you end up comparing yourself to others without even realizing it. but looking back after seven years, i wonder why i was such in hurry. i’ve always been able to do the music i love as my job with these miraculous members while having your support; when i think about the times i struggled, i realize how lucky i truly was. i think i’m learning how to enjoy the process more. i wasn't exactly focused on "end result" but i think running toward something i hadn't even fully defined while feeling like i was always falling short is what made me feel burned out. of course, that doesn't mean i’ve decided on an end. i think we’re a team with infinite potential, hehe. now we have the experience of an 8th year group and the passion of a 1st year group, and with so many moas by our side, i feel like only good things are ahead. i never once thought i’d regret renewing, but i feel like moas are proving that to me all over again. this promise to stay together for a long time, it’s a really good thing. right now, i’m happy but still "hungry" i won't stop because there are still so many dreams i want to reach with you, and so many personal goals i want to grow into. if you’re okay with it, please keep staying with us on this journey. looking back, every footprint we left together was beautiful, and it’ll stay that way. thank you always for loving us more than we deserve. i love you.

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autumn ୭ ˚.@sunghocore·
all these tbz concert clips NO WHY AM I NOT THERE
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cas 𓆩♡𓆪@chicbabyhwall39·
turns out our prediction of ot12 the boyz happening actually came true! DAY 1 - HYUNJUN DAY 2 - SANGYEON DAY 3 - HAKNYEON THE BOYZ NEVER DIE !!!!
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sai@SaiSaikeu·
My heart feels so heavy… I just hope enhypen knows how much we truly love them and that we’re still here for them. Since March 10th, they’ve come to us so many times. They reached out, they tried to talk to us, they were looking for comfort, for encouragement, for reassurance that we would stay. And instead, so many times, they were met with people who refused to listen. Right after the announcement, they were doing fan calls, facing fans, looking for that safe and comforting space they always had in us… and I hate to think that maybe, for a moment, it felt like it was gone. And then the Melbourne stage… we were all in panic, and they stood there, one by one, asking for support. Jungwon, Ni-ki, Sunoo, Jake, Sunghoon, Jay… each of them spoke, and yet their words kept being twisted or ignored. It took me 3–4 days after the announcement to finally step away from everything and just watch that stage. I kept replaying it over and over again, and what I saw was not what people were saying. I saw enhypen standing strong in the middle of chaos, asking to be seen, to be loved, to be supported. And that moment woke me up. But I still feel guilty. I feel sorry that my first reaction wasn’t to look at them, to support them, to give them the love they deserved. No matter how overwhelmed or confused I was, they didn’t deserve to be met with hesitation or silence from me. I’m truly sorry. I feel like I failed them as a fan. There’s a heaviness in my heart, and I just hope they know how much I love them, how much they mean to me, and that I will continue to support them. At the same time, this experience taught me a lot. Over the month, I feel like I’ve started to understand what it really means to be a fan. It might sound a bit emotional or even spiritual, but I feel like I was finally able to block out all the noise, all the loud opinions that felt overwhelming, and just take a step back. I gave myself time to reflect, to look at my own actions, and to truly listen to enhypen without overanalyzing everything or getting lost in theories (which is hard for me, since I tend to overthink a lot). In the end, I chose to trust them. To follow them without questioning everything or demanding answers. And in a way, that feels very intimate. It takes a certain kind of trust to let go of your own expectations, to not react purely from emotions or ego, and instead choose to support them in the way they’re asking, without expecting anything in return. Even though I hate what happened, I’m grateful for what I learned from it. It helped me grow, not just as a engene, but as a person. And I also got to meet and talk to so many engenes from all around the world who share the same love and care for the boys. That feeling… of being part of something bigger, something genuine… it’s really special. I don’t think I’ll ever fully shake the guilt and shame I feel about how I reacted until March 13th. But I promise I’ll keep trying to be an engene who supports them in a better way from now on. I’ll do my best to give back, in my own way, for as long as enhypen continues on this journey.
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autumn ୭ ˚.@sunghocore·
techno becoming a trend again I think it’s time for skz to hop on that hardstyle song I’ve been imagining since they debuted
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autumn ୭ ˚.@sunghocore·
@prodbyseung that’s what I’m sayingggg like why would they just end it so suddenly and get back into the verses 💔
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autumn ୭ ˚.@sunghocore·
ok I thoroughly enjoyed this except the beat drop didn’t go hard enough GIVE ME MORE BASSSS
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everyone playing tomodachi life but me
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news flash for you weirdos even if jay and heeseung did “end on bad terms”, that’s for them to figure (or don’t) figure out and live through considering they’re the ones who have known each other for 10 years. it’s not for you strangers to project emotions on their behalf
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