shan

260404 #HAECHAN #해찬 instagram live 🐻: the fact that one person isn’t by our side… no matter how many times you go through it, it’s not something you ever really get used to. but even so, i found myself wanting to support him. i don’t really have the place to tell you all, ‘please support him’ or ‘please trust him.’ honestly, i don’t feel like i should say that. that’s truly your choice. but for me… since he’s making a decision that i might never be able to make in my lifetime, i think it’s really admirable, and at the same time, i worry about him too. still, i just hope that his choice turns out really, really well, that everything he wants comes true. and that the people who believed in that choice, including me, can also be happy. i think many czennies are still in the process of letting go… or trying to accept it. It took me a long time too. so rather than saying too much, i think it might be better for us to just let time pass. i will come often to comfort you so it won’t feel too hard, so let’s walk through this together. thank you so, so much, everyone. really. seven in ilichil, and six in dream… it probably feels very unfamiliar and awkward, right? i still can’t fully imagine it either. but that just means we have to work even harder, the members, all of us. i think that’s the only way we can ask for your trust. my beloved czennies, mark lee hyung, the members, and even me, let’s all be happy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭