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you are NOT anorexic just cuz you skipped a meal, tried to starve yourself once or you “want to be”. anorexia is not a diet, a goal, a label or something you choose. it’s not a trend or a weight loss method, it’s a mental illness with the highest mortality rate that ruins lives.

woke up at ugw ?!??!

@Brown5738Josh yeah i was skipping class

@user56565666 are you on the floor in the bathroom??

sigh

i fucking hate my legs. i carry all the fat there

@bunsprinkls also u can diy i made a demonia emily 309 kinda shoe out of a cheap platform pump n a bullet belt

@bunsprinkls actually u can order from anyyyy shop, u jus need creativity, skirts or dresses n lace n ur done its all abt laywring n putting pieces together :3

edtwt tht r into the morute/mochette aesthetic, where to get clothes like tht without going outside to thrift (im isolating myslef bcs m insane)

my boyfriend is begging me to eat every single hour but I can't and i don't want him to think i would choose the disorder ovwr him but its not a choice its how things go

anorexia will be the death of me. I can't bear it anymore, it's so hard. crying hysterically over a few bites every day is so tiring and i just want it all to end. I can't do this. I'll never recover, i just can't.. this disorder has control over my life

my stomach grumbling is so comforting and validating

i thought i recovered from my anorexia until i stepped on the scale. now i lost 5 kilos in 2 weeks and i relapsed so hard. plz throw out ur scales they just trigger u

me vs ugly by nicole dollanganger

anorexia is a bitch

being underweight would suit my vibe so much more KILL ME

i lost a few kilos but its not even visible. i cant eat i cant look at food because i have to throw up

im wondering if u guys have diarrhea all da time as well ..?? like idk if its cuz of ana or not but ugh its so annoying.. id rather be constipated than this

@Brown5738Josh I've fallen back into depression and had no energy to post

@user56565666 what’s been happening? it’s been a loong time.

fuck my stupid fat life