the urge to lock myself away until I perfect the ultimate noodle recipe, then open a dinner only stand where I spend every waking hour cooking, make little to no profit, and romanticize the never ending cycle of work
the whole point of severance is such a contradiction too cuz most do it as an escape to forget for 8h in a day except ur still u with all the pain and suffering u wanted to avoid. youve just subjected a separate entity to only know suffering