mae ᡣ𐭩

good morning i feel like 2 cents

what substance do i have to abuse to get rid of this empty void inside of me

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How it feels to feel lately

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wtf do i do when sabotage is all i know?

what substances are we abusing on christmas

should i sexualize myself for some attention

i am TIRED. tired of counting calories. tired of undereating. tired of over exercising. tired of surviving off caffeine. tired of losing my hair. tired of stepping on the scale. tired of letting some number on a scale control my mood/life. tired of this bitch ass eating disorder.

how i feel eating anything over 200 calories

i bought four 40 bags 😝 now i can’t even remember why i had a breakdown last night

me doing an incredibly addicting behavior: hehehe one time won’t hurt :3 *develops an addiction*

i tried calling my mom to visit me because i’m beyond scared + it seems like sleeping in is more important than me

i fkn hate my parents for calling the ambulance on me now im stuck in this shitty hospital

it’s been 18 years bro

why won’t the universe just let me fucking kms

i tried running into traffic but nobody would fucking hit me