Ray🌷 🍉 WILL BE FREE

Its fine to not like me, I do not care anymore. I haven't cared for awhile. All I've wanted is to not be harassed for mistakes I'm learning from.

I will private this account soon and do not intend to use it again. I do not like to. Everything relating to this makes me incredibly upset. I want to be alone. I want to live a normal life.

docs.google.com/document/d/13A… Please, leave me alone.

When i wake up it'll be a bad nightmare

Im ok

@IzuOchaSpark But it hurts. So mjch. And i miss my friends

@Hivecicle Ray, please get off Twitter. I care about you and this isn’t healthy.

I dont wanna be hurt by those I loved anymore. Its awful. No more friends. No.more .

Cant be like that. Cant hurt them. I love them. Its not right, im going to be a bad person. So I cant. Have friends. Never. No. I dont want them to be hurt, I really dont, I won't hurt anyone again

I hurt them and they will hurt me back, its ,what I get, so no more, I can just. Not have anymore. Cantbhurt anyone anymore, never ever, I dont want to hurt anybody, I love everyone so much, its not right to keep hurting

I dont understand why I have to live like this Constantly being misunderstood and told that im bad if I word something wrong, and then being hurt because no one will listen, no matter how I approach it, no matter what it was They just . Hurt me. Again

I used to beg for my friends to listen because if I said one word wrong id be called awful things or blocked snd theyd repeat the cycle, and I think , it hasn't changed much, even with them beinh gone

I just want people to listen and understand me, for all my life ive been misunderstood when I try to explain myself, no one wants to listen

I really try

I try

I stopped crying, im stopping

I love my ffrindfd...s yiu guys are perfect

Mm sorry. Im so tired. I miss my friends

No.more, no more hurting,I just want to be okay, I want it to stop

@protagfolly I cant get help, Im in debt because of the stupid issues I have,I cant do anything right anymor and its awful

@Hivecicle People on twitter are genuinely lolcow'ing you right now, those of us who care about you genuinely just want you to log off and seek help. I know you don't want it but you need it

Don't compare me to an attempted murderer. I've never done anything, and I never will. It's unwell to think all schizophrenic people will do such a thing for just having mental health struggles.

@protagfolly But i won't ive never ever tried to, I just wanted him to say he was sorry because ive been genuinely hurt by some of the stuff hes said , it felt so awful and now it feels worse with what else was said, it hurts, I thought he was my friend

@Hivecicle I'm saying I don't think he said you would become a murderer. I think he was saying that people with mental illnesses are often pushed to lengths they would never go to otherwise because they arent given appropriate help