
TERWASEM
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TERWASEM
@IAMTERWASEM
NOW AS BADLY AS WE YEARN FOR LOVE WE ARE DEEPLY AFRAID THAT IT WILL SIMPLY BRING MORE PAINS
Lagos, Nigeria Se unió Kasım 2019
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If only they knew how close some of us have come to losing ourselves completely
How healing isn’t soft or pretty, but painful, lonely and unforgiving
How some nights feel endless
where your own thoughts turn against you
where silence is louder than noise
and all you can do is sit there, holding on to whatever piece of yourself is left
They don’t see the cracks we’re trying so hard to hide
The weight we carry behind forced smiles
The quiet battles that drain us long before the world even notices we’re gone
If they truly understood what it takes just to stay
To keep choosing life
To keep choosing sanity
To keep choosing ourselves
Then maybe they wouldn’t question our distance
Maybe they would understand that boundaries aren’t walls built out of pride…
but the last fragile line we draw
to stop ourselves from completely falling apart
My name is TERWASEM and I know where I belong
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We still needs to know the connections between @BellinghamJude mama and @vinijr
Because whenever I see that woman
It like am looking at Vini jr female version
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Hello @SevillaFC_ENG
My name is TERWASEM, a striker from Nigeria and for the last few years of my life
I have dedicated myself completely to football with the hope that one day
One opportunity, one decision from the right people could change my life forever
I know clubs receive countless messages from players around the world every day, all asking for opportunities, all claiming they are talented, hardworking and deserving of a chance
So I understand why messages like this can easily be ignored
But I still decided to write this because football means too much to me for me to stay silent and never try
The truth is, football is not just a hobby or temporary dream to me
It is the one thing that has remained alive inside me no matter how difficult life becomes
It is the thing I wake up thinking about and the thing I go to sleep imagining
Every training session, every sacrifice every lonely moment, every setback every disappointment
I have carried all of it because of my belief that I can still make it professionally if given the right opportunity
There were moments I questioned myself
Moments I wondered if all the hard work would ever lead anywhere
Moments where reality felt heavier than hope
But even during those periods
I continued training because I know dreams only truly die when the person chasing them stops fighting
For the past few years,I have trained consistently and seriously, not for attention, not for social media, not for people to praise me, but because I genuinely believe I belong in this sport
While others were sleeping, relaxing or moving on to different paths
I stayed focused on improving myself physically, mentally and technically
I have spent years sharpening my movement, finishing, speed, positioning, pressing and overall understanding of the game because I know football at the highest level demands more than passion alone
I am not writing this message asking for sympathy
I am not asking for charity, fame or guarantees
I am simply asking for one opportunity to be seen properly
Give me few days on trial
That is all I ask
Few days to train
Few days to compete
Few days to show my mentality, discipline, hunger, movement, work rate, finishing ability and willingness to fight for the badge
If after those few days I am not good enough
I will leave respectfully without excuses, complaints or bitterness
But if I am given that opportunity
I promise you will see a player who is hungry for more than just football
You will see someone playing for his future, his family, his sacrifices and every difficult moment he survived while holding onto this dream
As a striker, I pride myself on intensity directness, aggression, movement and determination
I fight for every ball, I press defenders relentlessly and I play with the kind of hunger that cannot be taught
I understand that modern football is not only about scoring goals
It is about sacrifice for the team mentality under pressure, discipline and the willingness to keep running when others stop
Coming from opportunities like this are extremely rare
Many talented players never get seen not because they lack ability, but because they lack access, exposure or the right connections
Sometimes the difference between failure and success is simply one club willing to believe enough to say Come and prove yourself
I may not have fame or a known name yet but I have something equally powerful belief in my ability, discipline in my work and a mindset that refuses to give up
I know is a club with history, passion and identity
A club that understands fighters resilience and players willing to give everything for the shirt
That is exactly the kind of mentality I carry within me
Football has always been a sport where unexpected stories become unforgettable ones
Every great player was once unknown until somebody finally gave them a chance
Maybe this message reaches you for a reason
All I ask for is the opportunity to prove that I belong
Thank you sincerely for your time
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Let’s stop pretending this outrage is purely about football bringing people together
Because if we’re being honest, most of this emotional reaction is happening because Arsenal finally reached a Champions League final after years
For decades football fans have quietly accepted rising ticket prices, overpriced jerseys, expensive subscriptions, multiple streaming platforms, ridiculous kickoff times designed for television markets, billion euro sponsorships and clubs turning themselves into global corporations
Nobody was screaming the game is dying loudly enough then
But now suddenly people are acting shocked that broadcasters want exclusive access to the biggest club match in Europe after paying fortunes for TV rights
The hypocrisy is funny
Fans celebrate when the Premier League announces massive TV deals worth billions because it means their clubs can spend more money
Fans brag about transfer fees like trophies
Fans worship the commercial growth of football when it benefits their teams
But the moment the business side personally inconveniences them suddenly everybody remembers football should be for the people
You cannot demand modern football money while rejecting modern football consequences
The harsh truth is this
Football stopped being a pure community sport a very long time ago
The moment clubs became global brands, players became commercial assets and broadcasters became the real financial engine behind the game
The average fan stopped being the priority
Emotion still sells the sport, yes but profit controls it
And another uncomfortable truth people don’t want to admit is If Arsenal were not in this final, many of the loudest voices complaining right now would probably not care this much
Because football outrage online is often selective and emotional
Not principled
People are saying hardworking fans shouldn’t have to pay to watch the final
But hardworking fans already pay for almost EVERYTHING in football
Match tickets
Jerseys
Streaming services
Stadium food
Memberships
Travel costs
Pay per view matches
Football has been monetizing loyalty for years
This is not some shocking new betrayal
This is simply the next stage of a system fans themselves helped normalize because everybody enjoyed the entertainment while the money kept growing
And honestly, broadcasters like TNT Sports are not charities
They paid enormous amounts for rights because exclusivity is what gives the product value
If every major event becomes free whenever emotions rise online, then the entire broadcasting model collapses
Sad reality is Modern football does not truly belong to fans anymore
Fans are emotionally attached customers inside a billion dollar entertainment industry pretending to still be a working class community game
That truth sounds harsh but deep down everybody already knows it
My name is TERWASEM and I know where I belong
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Football should bring people together, not shut them out.
For the first time since the competition began, fans won’t be able to watch the Champions League final for free. That’s not right.
This is bigger than wanting to watch Arsenal in this historic final. It’s bigger than one club.
Hardworking people shouldn’t have to fork out for a subscription to watch this match.
I urge TNT Sports to reconsider and make the final next Saturday free to watch.
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You only live once but if you do it right once is enough
And maybe that is the greatest truth life quietly teaches us as we grow older
Because one day, the noise fades
The pressure fades
The opinions of strangers fade
And all that truly remains are the memories we created
The love we gave
The risks we took
The people we held close and the moments where we chose to truly live instead of merely exist
Life is frighteningly short
One minute you are young, dreaming with reckless hope in your chest believing time is endless
The next minute, years have disappeared quietly behind you like pages blown away by the wind
Friends become memories
Places become stories
Some people stay forever, while others become painful lessons disguised as temporary happiness
And that is why I believe life should never be lived halfway
Tell people you love them while they can still hear it
Take the trip
Send the message
Forgive yourself for the versions of you that survived difficult seasons
Stop waiting for permission to become the person your heart has always wanted to be
Because the saddest thing in this world is not failure
It is reaching the end of your life realizing you spent most of it afraid
Afraid to love deeply
Afraid to start over
Afraid to leave places that were destroying your peace
Afraid to chase dreams because people called them unrealistic
But what is the point of being alive if fear is the one controlling your story?
I want a life filled with meaning
A life where my laughter was genuine
Where my love was sincere
Where my presence made people feel less alone
Where my scars became proof that I survived battles that once tried to break me
I want memories that feel warm years later
Late night conversations
Unexpected adventures
The kind of love that softens even the hardest parts of you
Moments so beautiful that even after they end, they continue living inside your soul forever
Because at the end of everything
money fades
Fame fades
Perfection fades
But the impact you leave on people never truly disappears
The world remembers how you made people feel
Who you became when life became difficult
Whether you chose bitterness or growth
Whether you allowed pain to harden your heart or deepen your humanity
You only live once
So live in a way that when your story is finally told, it sounds like something worth remembering
Love hard
Dream fearlessly
Heal honestly
Pray deeply
Speak kindly
Take pictures
Watch sunsets
Dance when nobody is watching
Cherish your people
And never allow this temporary life to pass without truly experiencing it
Because if you do life right
once is enough
My name is TERWASEM and I know where I belong
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Cristiano Ronaldo honestly should’ve posted his entire team after winning the league
You cannot put the caption Champions and then make the whole post feel like a personal achievement by uploading pictures of only yourself holding the trophy especially when you’re the captain
A captain is supposed to represent the collective spirit of the squad, not just himself
What makes people notice this even more is the pattern
Whenever there’s a poor performance or a disappointing result, suddenly it becomes about
The team teammates get mentioned and everyone shares the responsibility together
But the moment victory arrives and trophies are lifted, the attention somehow shifts heavily toward @Cristiano himself
That contrast is exactly why many people question his leadership style
Football has never been a one man sport
No matter how great an individual player is
No single player wins leagues alone. Behind every trophy are defenders making last ditch tackles
Midfielders controlling games substitutes stepping up in difficult moments
Coaching staff working endlessly behind the scenes and fans supporting the club through every high and low
True leaders understand that and use moments of success to make everybody feel included
That’s one thing Lionel Messi has consistently shown throughout his career
Messi rarely lets a team achievement become centered around himself alone
He understands the importance of collective celebration
After winning titles, whether with Argentina, @FCBarcelona or @Intermiamicfii, his posts usually highlight teammates, group moments, fans and the emotional unity of the squad
Even when he’s clearly the biggest star he still finds ways to make the victory feel shared
Look at Messi’s post after winning the @MLS title. He celebrated the whole team, appreciated the supporters, acknowledged the journey and repeatedly posted moments with teammates instead of turning the spotlight entirely on himself
That’s the kind of leadership people naturally respect
Leadership that makes others feel valued
And honestly, that matters
Because football history will always remember trophies as team accomplishments before individual moments
Fans remember iconic squads, chemistry, sacrifices and togetherness
The greatest leaders are not just the players who perform on the pitch
They are the ones who understand how to elevate everyone around them emotionally too
Nobody is denying Ronaldo’s greatness
His mentality, work ethic, goals and achievements are legendary
But leadership is also about humility in moments of success
It’s about understanding that when a team wins everyone deserves to stand in the light together
That’s why many people see Messi’s approach as more genuine and selfless. He doesn’t just celebrate winning
He celebrates the people he won with And sometimes
That difference in attitude says more than statistics ever could
My name is TERWASEM and I know where I belong
Cristiano Ronaldo@Cristiano
CHAMPIONS!!!!! 🏆 🟡🔵
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@fellamakafui_ I’ve searched the world for something holy
Followed prayers into cathedrals and chants into jungles
But it wasn’t until I traced the curves of your body that I realized
The true temple isn’t built by hands
But wrapped in your legs @fellamakafui_
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Maybe this is where our story quietly ends
Not with anger
Not with hatred
Not even with closure the way people usually imagine it
Just distance
Silence
Two people slowly becoming memories in each other’s lives
And somehow, that hurts differently
Because when someone once meant so much to you, you never really imagine a future where they become a stranger again
You don’t prepare yourself for the day conversations stop, feelings fade into quiet thoughts and the person who once occupied your heart becomes someone you only meet in memories
But life has a strange way of teaching acceptance
So even if we never speak again
I want you to know there will always be a part of me that sincerely wishes you well
I hope life becomes gentle with you.
I hope the things that weigh heavily on your heart eventually become lighter
I hope you find peace in places that once made you anxious
And I hope someday, when life finally gives you the love and happiness you deserve, you embrace it fully without fear
I won’t lie and say losing this connection didn’t affect me
It did
Some nights I replayed conversations in my head, wondering where things changed
Wondering if there was something I could have done differently
Wondering if we were simply two people who cared about each other at the wrong time
But eventually, I realized not every meaningful connection is meant to stay forever
Some people arrive to teach us something
Some arrive to change the way we see love
And some leave behind memories so deep that even after they’re gone, a part of them quietly remains with us
You were that kind of person for me
And although it still hurts sometimes, I’m learning not to fight reality anymore.
I’m learning that healing does not always mean forgetting someone
Sometimes healing is simply reaching a point where you can remember them without falling apart
So thank you
Thank you for the moments we shared
Thank you for the emotions
The laughter, the attachment, even the pain
Thank you for being a chapter of my life I’ll never completely erase
And if this truly is goodbye, then I hope life meets you with kindness wherever it takes you
Because no matter how distant we become, a part of me will always quietly root for your happiness from afar
My name is TERWASEM and I know where I belong
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TERWASEM retuiteado


It started with silence and that silence lasted longer than I expected
Omobolanle and I used to talk, but one day everything just changed
Calls stopped going through, messages were left on read or unanswered and slowly, she just disappeared from communication
There was no explanation, no clear ending just distance
At first, I tried not to think too much about it
I told myself she was probably busy or needed space
But as days turned into weeks and weeks into months
It became harder to ignore
The silence wasn’t just silence anymore
It started to feel like uncertainty I couldn’t explain
I found myself questioning everything. Not just her, but myself too
What went wrong?
Did I say something?
Did I do something?
Or was I simply not someone she wanted to keep in her life anymore?
Those were the thoughts I carried quietly
The hardest part wasn’t even the absence
It was the lack of closure
Not knowing why someone you once spoke to regularly can just stop communicating like you never existed
When she finally responded after a long time, it felt strange
Not because she came back, but because I had already lived through so many unanswered questions
I didn’t attack her. I just told her the truth about how it felt
How being suddenly cut off without explanation affected me emotionally
I explained that silence like that leaves a person overthinking and emotionally drained
She responded honestly too
She said she was confused, that she didn’t want to lead me on and that she felt distancing herself was the right thing to do
I understood her point, but I also had to be honest about mine
Because even if her intention wasn’t to hurt me, the impact still remained
After that, things didn’t really return to how they were before
There was still emotional distance between us, even when we were talking again
Then came another moment that complicated everything
At some point, I reached out saying I needed help
It wasn’t something I did lightly
I sent the same message to a few people, not just her
Some ignored it completely, some didn’t respond at all
But she was the only one who replied
That response stayed with me more than I expected
Because in that moment, it wasn’t about the money
It was about presence
About someone still acknowledging me when I felt like I was slowly being disconnected from people
It made me reflect on everything again
The silence, the distance, the return and everything in between
I immediately wanted to return the money
I told her my heart and mind wouldn’t let me keep it
It felt uncomfortable for me to just accept it without giving it back
But she refused, joking about it and saying I was overthinking or testing her
Maybe from her side it looked like a small situation
But from my side, it meant something deeper than I could easily explain
Because what I was really dealing with wasn’t about money at all
It was about emotional uncertainty
About wanting to know that even after everything that happened between us there was still a basic level of care and human connection left
And that’s where it became complicated
Because real situations like this aren’t always black and white
They’re not always about who is right or wrong
Sometimes it’s just two people who connected at some point, drifted apart for different reasons and then tried to understand each other again from a place of hurt, confusion and mixed emotions
And even now, if I look at everything honestly
I don’t think it was ever just about one moment
It was about everything that led to it
The silence, the return, the emotions left unspoken and the things we both tried to understand in our own way even when we didn’t fully get it right
My name is TERWASEM and I know where I belong

Chelsea FC@ChelseaFC
Chelsea have won more games in all competitions against Tottenham than we have against any other club.
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It really feels like Manchester City’s communication around internal matters has, at certain times, created unnecessary noise around the team at the worst possible moments
People still look back at the 2015/16 season under Manuel Pellegrini, when reports of Pep Guardiola agreeing to join the club started circulating months before the season had even finished
At the time, City were still competing on multiple fronts, but that constant media cycle around the manager situation became a major talking point and added pressure during a crucial stage of the campaign
Fast forward to the present and the conversation feels familiar again
With City once again approaching the decisive phase of the season where every match carries title defining weight
New reports about Pep Guardiola’s possible departure have started to surface again
Whether confirmed or not, the timing of such leaks always becomes part of the atmosphere around the club
At this stage of the season, when margins are extremely tight and focus is everything, even small distractions can shift the emotional balance inside a squad
Players are human
They hear these things, they read them and even if they try to ignore them, it can still sit in the background of their minds
And that’s where the concern comes in
Because from the outside, it sometimes looks like the team’s intensity fluctuates slightly when major off pitch narratives start dominating headlines
It’s not necessarily about tactics or quality
It becomes more about mental sharpness and emotional focus
Now, with only a few games left and everything still on the line, any suggestion of instability around the manager inevitably becomes amplified
Even if nothing has changed internally the perception alone can affect momentum
It creates a situation where instead of only thinking about winning matches the environment also has to deal with constant questions about the future
And in elite football, that split focus can be costly
That’s why people often say football is not only played on the pitch
It’s also shaped by what happens around it
Stability, timing of information and dressing room focus matter just as much as tactics
From the outside looking in, it does feel like these recurring leaks and narratives around the manager situation have, at different points, added an unnecessary psychological layer to an already demanding title race
And at this level, even the smallest mental disruption can make a big difference
My name is TERWASEM and I know where I belong
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TERWASEM retuiteado

I’ve been patiently waiting as a @FCBarcelona fan who refuses to let go of hope
Waiting for that one tweet that would instantly shake my entire timeline
@victorosimhen9 to Barcelona, here we go
And honestly, it’s not even just transfer talk anymore
It feels deeper than that
It feels like one of those football stories that already exists in your head before it even happens
Like you’ve already imagined it so many times that reality is just trying to catch up
Because as a Barcelona fan, you don’t just look for players
You look for something that fits the soul of the club
The identity
The hunger
The way the shirt demands more than talent
It demands heart, aggression, sacrifice and obsession with winning
And every time I think about Osimhen
I can’t help but feel like he has all of that in him naturally
I imagine him stepping into Camp Nou like he was always meant to be there
The pace stretching defenses that thought they had time
The aggressive pressing that makes defenders panic before they even receive the ball
The strength in duels, the fearless attitude, the constant fight for every second ball
And most importantly that striker instinct
That hunger
That I will score even when there is no space mentality
It feels like something Barcelona has been missing in those tight, painful moments when chances don’t come easily
The kind of striker who doesn’t wait for perfect football he creates chaos until goals become inevitable
And then I picture the fans
Camp Nou rising slowly as he prepares for a chance
A silence before impact
Then that roar when the net moves
That explosion of sound that only Barcelona goals can create when the stadium believes again
His name echoing through the stands… OSIMHEN! OSIMHEN! OSIMHEN!
And in that moment, it wouldn’t just feel like a signing
It would feel like belief returning
Like Barcelona remembering what it means to have a striker who terrifies defenders just by standing on the pitch
Some transfers feel calculated
Some feel like rebuilding steps
Some feel like business decisions made in boardrooms
But this one?
This would feel like emotion
Like hunger meeting history
Like a story that was always waiting to be written
And every single day, I still find myself checking my phone without even thinking
Half expecting that notification
That name, that phrase that breaks football Twitter again Victor Osimhen to Barcelona, here we go!
Because when that day finally comes
I already know I won’t be watching it quietly
I’ll be celebrating like it’s a trophy
Like it’s the start of something new
Like Barcelona just remembered who they are again
My name is TERWASEM and I know where I belong

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I woke up today needing 10k badly
Not for enjoyment
Not for luxury
Not for betting or impressing people online
Just to eat
Just to survive the day without pretending I’m okay
So I started texting people
One by one
Some replied with Sorry, I don’t have
Some opened the message and ignored it completely
And I won’t lie being ignored when you’re already struggling does something to your heart
People always say
Speak up when you need help
A closed mouth is a closed destiny
But nobody prepares you for the embarrassment that comes with asking
Nobody tells you how humiliating it feels typing please help me while praying they don’t see you as a burden
The painful truth is this
Help doesn’t come easily when you have nothing to offer back
A lot of people only care when they can gain something from you
When you’re useful
When you’re valuable
When you look successful
But when life humbles you, you start seeing how lonely the world can really be
There are days I genuinely feel tired of everything
Not tired in a dramatic way
Just mentally tired
Emotionally tired
Financially tired
Tired of trying
Tired of pretending
Tired of carrying problems nobody knows about
Some nights I can’t sleep at all
I just stay awake thinking about life
Thinking about how things got this hard
Thinking about how everyone expects you to keep smiling no matter what you’re going through
And that’s the scary part
Because if you see me outside, you’ll think I’m fine
You’ll see jokes
You’ll see laughter
You’ll see energy
But deep down, I’ve been fighting battles silently for a long time
Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to truly have someone
Someone you can call without overthinking
Someone who checks on you without you begging for attention
Someone who notices your pain without you explaining it
Because being alone in hard times changes you
And no, I’m not suicidal
I could never do that
But I finally understand how a person can become so emotionally exhausted that they stop caring about what happens to them next
You still wake up
Still move around
Still talk
Still survive
But inside, you feel empty
Like life is happening around you instead of with you
That’s the stage I’m trying to fight my way out of right now
My name is TERWASEM and I know where I belong
Peace Ighodaro💛@peace_igho
Pls quote with anything.
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