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depression... isn't always tears running down your face. sometimes it looks like replying "i'm good" while your soul is quietly falling apart. it's forcing a smile so nobody asks questions. it's laughing with people and feeling absolutely nothing the second u're alone. it's sleeping all night and still waking up exhausted because your mind never stopped fighting. people call u "strong" because u keep showing up... but they never see the war u're surviving behind your eyes.

It still hurts, but its okay

some ppl loved the underdog version of u because it made them comfortable. your growth exposed their insecurity.

hi, im always sad

i miss u but its okay

i think about u all the time

im starting to loose interest in things but you keep holding me back…

call me for no reason

overthinking... is one of the cruelest prisons because nothing is actually happening... yet your mind acts like the world is ending. u replay conversations that are already over. u prepare for arguments that never happen. u create problems tomorrow hasn't even delivered yet. eventually u realize the person exhausting u the most isn't your boss, your ex, or your bills... it's the voice in your own head that never learned how to be quiet. peace begins the moment u stop believing every thought deserves your attention.

i want to see you

dear stress... i'm putting u on vacation. don't call. don't text. don't even think about me.

i pray things get better

stop breaking my heart

detachment... is one of the most painful forms of self-respect because your heart usually isn't ready when your mind finally is. u still miss them. u still remember the good moments. u still wonder what could've been. but deep down u know love isn't supposed to leave u confused every night, questioning your worth, celebrating the bare minimum, or begging for consistency. one day u realize missing someone isn't a good enough reason to keep hurting yourself. that's when healing finally wins.

i’m a jealous type

hi, i’m trying my best

i want you, no one else

u're the first, and last

night calls are the best

the comeback always looks impossible when you're standing in the middle of the breakdown.