LexNyx
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LexNyx
@_LexNyx_
I'm Lex I draw and make Vtuber models (Does stupid things cuz funny) Comm Info (Check VGen) You dont see it anymore YOU FREAK
The Basement Se unió Ağustos 2017
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@zephyrsche You don't get a choice, the algorithm council will choose your fate
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@zephyrsche Im glad you found a way to dig yourself out of that hole. Lives tough, and I wish you the best, and if you cant, I hope you have ppl around you who can bring you up!
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I know this is a meme in my community, but I genuinely mean it when I say My Little Pony changed my life. Sorry for the serious post, TLDR is that friendship is magic and it helped me fix my life.
For the past year, I've been struggling with my physical and mental health. There were times I hardly ate, almost never slept, and yet could barely get out of bed. At that time, I was nihilistic, neglected friendships, and buried myself in work. There were times I only went outside once a month, never spoke, and let grades slip. I always felt like I was drowning and swimming deeper and deeper. Yes, it was easier to have a "who cares attitude," but I wasn't happy.
I started watching MLP for nostalgia at first. But then it really made me think about my perspective. I was letting the past and words of people who wanted me to fail, defeat me. I let people use and manipulate me, and I held resentment toward everyone, even people that didn't deserve it. I wanted to be a better person because of MLP (dumb ik). I saw how the ponies trusted in the good of others, forgave, relied on each other to solve problems, and thought, "What's stopping me from being a better person despite all the bad in the world?"
I learned to forgive others despite unfairness and wrongdoings but most importantly, to forgive myself. Yes, I was wronged and hurt, but in the end everyone has their own story and struggles. Forgiving people doesn't mean forgetting, but it means to accept and don't let it hold you back.
I'm not sure why ponies reignited this dying fire in me, but I finally felt motivated again, and it was the first step to get out of my burnout and social isolation. Although I'm not fully recovered, I'm slowly trying my best. I started working out again and finding joy hanging out with people. I cleaned my room, worked on my sleep schedule, and started other health habits, and even though it's not a lot, it's progress.
I hope I can continue this, and I hope you take the first step too. We all have the ability to change, we just have to start slow! 💜💪

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As per my deal... here is the maid outfit...
Based on Ellen from ZZZ

Zeph ⚓️⚔️【Dragon VTuber】@zephyrsche
The last one holds down the fort, it was the weirdest 200hrs ever, goodbye evil vc 🫡
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LexNyx retuiteado

We combined our power to craft some rare delicacies! You've been alright I guess so here, have some!! 🐹🧁💝
Vir2alVerse@Vir2alVerse
The girls at Vir2alVerse have written a poem to wish you a happy Valentine's Day! 💝🍫 When I choose from my cupid's arrows From the fish in all the seas Out of all the glittering gemstones You're the "oni" one for me! Have a happy V2Valentine's! 💘🐚💎🎐
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LexNyx retuiteado

i saw this beautiful piece of art work and i had to animate it with acfa's models. thank you for the inspiration.
#アーマードコア #ArmoredCore #FromSoftware
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