𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘀𝘁

just a crying child who’s been left alone in the darkness, a world of nothingness far emptier than the world we can see.

ㅤㅤ ⠀ ⠀ i just want my mother to sing me to sleep one last time, i just wanna be a kid in her arms again.

did you even try?

was i raised without love﹖ or was i born unlovable﹖

why are men so uggggh ?

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝔂𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ 𝓭𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝓲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ 𝓵𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒇 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 .ᐣ

my entire life feels like running after something that keeps moving away into the distance, while i stay in the same place.

i never 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐝 attention until i tasted 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 .

you taught me this... pain, and everything else.

you’re destined to die to my hand, why not embrace that fate?

⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀𝖒𝗼𝗿𝗲 .ᐟ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀𝖒𝙪𝙣 .ᐟ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀

just a crying child who’s been left alone in the darkness, a world of nothingness far emptier than the world we can see.