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As a streamer throughout this time, i feel like everyone has their very own way to entertainment and what it means to be a streamer. But, what i think in this modern times of the internet, people still fail to see my purpose or meaning when it comes to term.... Peace. I wanted a lot but everytime i get there i fall short. Even as a Vtuber, i always feel like i need to always change to please a certian thing but i wind up having so much plans online and off, ofc a burnout came and here i am. To be simple, i been having issues with unwanted drama and certian ones who force their own business or try to flip the script, while talking a whole lot of shit in any ways to make me indeed angry and miserable... I dont complain much because in every server i choose to do the simple thing in life: be genuine, be myself and show respect. Sometimes, it is hard but at the end i got tired. So lesson is: I left the Make New Friends server because its nothing but toxicity, unwanted drama and stuff. I decided that i deserve better so i left and will continue my plans as being happy and enjoying the positive ones around me and enjoy my sever, more. I am trying to survive and as a 31 year old woman, being bullied by younger users really makes me look at everyone different and proceed with caution. Not that o do not hate anyone, but its once again main reasons why i choose to be alone in a Voice Call and be chill then deal with others who failed to even get to know me or whoever told them the bullshit before ever even getting my side. So that case, i hated my mixed emotions and i choose to not only say my peacs, clear my following and even cut off, i am 100% feeling great and proud to make a choice for myself. I am old, i do not need my peace disrupted and let any random who likes to feed off of drama, rage baits or whatever just to make them feel worthy. I agree 100% that everyone who is either glazing bad behavior, a hater, a follower or thinking that these people care?? They don't. They will still talk shit regardless. But, guess what? More exposure, more things to learn and to show that even with little actions, i choose to cut the source, move on and let them be miserable... I will still stream, i will still make plans, i will still work hard and continue to do what makes me happy and go by trust. In the end, while yall continue to dwell on past shit, be mad or show jealousy, i will still be enjoying myself or chilling. Its funny to see evil ness get so salty and cry, victimizing and even try to create slander on my name and create untrue words about me. Anyways, as of now, i will stream Monday and i apologized... But, i needed some time and want to be in a good mental state before i stream. Idc about the veiws or what not. They will come but alli care about is building a community who stands by reason, positive vibes, good chaos and not tearing others down. Its a WE and in the fufudefool community: We all fight We all argue We all different But together, we will be okay and we will stand as one Sorry for this, but i got sick of the jealousy bitches, haters, no good folks and just a place where all i see, hear or read, good adults are getting hurt or slander, even me Yall goofy ass wannabes and toxic ass bullies really need either a asa whopping or something needs to give a reality check... Yall bullies, yall lame and boring and yall haters. End of story.

Anyways, i have my own small community so Maybe in the future i will join back, but i am not feeling it as of right now. I rather see from a distance, move on and test the waters with my own server.

As a streamer throughout this time, i feel like everyone has their very own way to entertainment and what it means to be a streamer. But, what i think in this modern times of the internet, people still fail to see my purpose or meaning when it comes to term.... Peace. I wanted a lot but everytime i get there i fall short. Even as a Vtuber, i always feel like i need to always change to please a certian thing but i wind up having so much plans online and off, ofc a burnout came and here i am. To be simple, i been having issues with unwanted drama and certian ones who force their own business or try to flip the script, while talking a whole lot of shit in any ways to make me indeed angry and miserable... I dont complain much because in every server i choose to do the simple thing in life: be genuine, be myself and show respect. Sometimes, it is hard but at the end i got tired. So lesson is: I left the Make New Friends server because its nothing but toxicity, unwanted drama and stuff. I decided that i deserve better so i left and will continue my plans as being happy and enjoying the positive ones around me and enjoy my sever, more. I am trying to survive and as a 31 year old woman, being bullied by younger users really makes me look at everyone different and proceed with caution. Not that o do not hate anyone, but its once again main reasons why i choose to be alone in a Voice Call and be chill then deal with others who failed to even get to know me or whoever told them the bullshit before ever even getting my side. So that case, i hated my mixed emotions and i choose to not only say my peacs, clear my following and even cut off, i am 100% feeling great and proud to make a choice for myself. I am old, i do not need my peace disrupted and let any random who likes to feed off of drama, rage baits or whatever just to make them feel worthy. I agree 100% that everyone who is either glazing bad behavior, a hater, a follower or thinking that these people care?? They don't. They will still talk shit regardless. But, guess what? More exposure, more things to learn and to show that even with little actions, i choose to cut the source, move on and let them be miserable... I will still stream, i will still make plans, i will still work hard and continue to do what makes me happy and go by trust. In the end, while yall continue to dwell on past shit, be mad or show jealousy, i will still be enjoying myself or chilling. Its funny to see evil ness get so salty and cry, victimizing and even try to create slander on my name and create untrue words about me. Anyways, as of now, i will stream Monday and i apologized... But, i needed some time and want to be in a good mental state before i stream. Idc about the veiws or what not. They will come but alli care about is building a community who stands by reason, positive vibes, good chaos and not tearing others down. Its a WE and in the fufudefool community: We all fight We all argue We all different But together, we will be okay and we will stand as one Sorry for this, but i got sick of the jealousy bitches, haters, no good folks and just a place where all i see, hear or read, good adults are getting hurt or slander, even me Yall goofy ass wannabes and toxic ass bullies really need either a asa whopping or something needs to give a reality check... Yall bullies, yall lame and boring and yall haters. End of story.

FYI: this is just a general speech, but i forgot to say that the ages be like 18-25? It was even younger than that. I am very much dislike being rude towards and shit so now you see why i dont really like to meet others because at this timeline, yall want to be mean, be weird and say or do whatever, thinking that is okay. Sorry, but it is not and your insecurity and trash talk or imaginary beef can go with you. Bullying and Cringe culture is lame and boring, especially when you look dumb and bully a 31 year old, trying to rumor untrue shit. Get a hobby, bury the bullshit and move on. Its also crazy that even in another VC within the server, they was all talking shit and discussing evil plans. Goes to show where the maturity lies 🙂

MEGAN THEE STALLION

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No one talks about how humbling it is to lose all your academic potential because of your mental health.

Good morning oomfs!