mika !! | shedtwt

☆ Mika's intro 2nd edition ☆ ♡ 17 y/o (08) ♡ ◇ audhd + bpd ◇ ♧ he/it 🏳️‍⚧️ ♧ ♤ mikasspace.straw.page ♤ ♡ / ↺ to be moots !!! #edtwt #shtwt #shedtwt

Does the average summer day look like this for anyone else

my dick big as fuck i think im hung hung hung sahur

suicidal person telling another suicidal person not to kts

yo i get suicidal even when good things happen #whatdatmean

sometimes i feel like child among adults like out of place it’s really strange to explain without it sounding weird as hell

is anyone else's automatic response to stress just, "ok well i'll just kill myself"

* getting better means making a lot of changes i'm not ready to make yet

* i'm in a really weird state where i feel like i'm at rock bottom and i reallu want to just give up cometely but for once i'm seeing like some sort of realistic hope for my future and it's weird i don't know if i've ever felt like tjis

@NovaX4ND3R * may i know what it is about 🧐

Should I just get it over with. This is not about suicide

tonight my husband said he doesn’t think human bodies were made to harm each other because the bones in our hand are so fragile that it hurts to hurt

* i want to die

Having an Ed but folding and eating like a normal person multiple days in a row

The terms “identifies as” and “preferred pronouns” are easily some of the worst things c!shet people have imposed onto us

making someone laugh after they’ve cried feels weirdly human in the best way

“do u ever get suicidal thoughts” girl do i ever get NON suicidal thoughts

Inverse seasonal depression where I get even more unhappy in the summer

@NovaX4ND3R * we ball 😓😓 there's a good chance i"m not even going to i haven't cut in over 2 weeks just cuz i'm lazy

@mikasspace I’m glad u had fun I am not glad that ur fun is not stopping u from sh 😢

* just had like the best day of my life and now i wanna cut myselg 🤔