aniyasylvester

⁎⁺˳✧༚ low calorie, nutritious mealspo that doesn’t look disordered! A 🧵 for edtwt/shedtwt <3 #ricecakestwt #edtwt #wltwt #shedtwt #mealspo ↻ / ♡ appreciated !

Sometimes I feel like my ed is FAKE, and then I remember that my mom was called to school in 5th grade 'cause I was starving myself. I remember that whenever I'm left alone I either binge, fake eating, or purge. Don't let the little voices tell you your ed is invalid 🙂

the feminine urge to c/s everything

@lysosm I MEAN IT!! HIGHLY doubtful about that though, what even was your sw? (That is, if you're ok w/ sharing)

@sliversinsilver omg Definitely not i was so fat before 😭😭 cheeks literally drooped ahh but THANK YOU SO SO MUCH ❤️❤️❤️

wait hypothetically could u tell i have a ed (bullmia bed whatever tf i have idek) bc my irl said she could and i was like there’s literally no way wtf

accidentally grumbled about the calories in peanuts to my mom and she asked why i've suddenly started counting cals chat are we cooked

Note to self, don't spend the days before an exam drinking black coffee or eating mexican food, or you WILL feel like you're gonna SHIT yourself at an inconvenient time

I complained about how badly I wanted to finish my lunch early to my friend today, I hope I played it off enough with the "im gonna miss my sandwich when its gone," which is actually true, I miss it quite a lot :((

Instead of having a dessert I thought I’d have a sweet snack :D Lil high cal (107+253) but I’m motivating myself for exams tomorrow onwards, when I’ll be restricting + studying hard (480+360) = 840

@Meaowstaar Open wide!

@sliversinsilver I love corn so much i want corn bro

Omad 480 cals total ! (This place is sneaky, everything is on a bed of lettuce…so bowls are lowk 25% lettuce. Anyhoo, I had 120 cals worth of char grilled chicken that’s not here)

Been excited to see this bone pop ever since fifth grade

“Why do you eat so many cucumbers lately? Are you trying to lose weight?” - Mum

Approx 220 cals for this snack but I lowk idgaf

Listen folks…the bar IS big butttt my wrists are looking awesome lately!!

@bleh_creature They call me the deflector, the freak-off champion, the putter-offer, the social nightmare…come to me for advice >:))

@sliversinsilver Omg you GENIUS

Made the mistake of mentioning the fact I had twt to one of my normal friends and now she wants to follow me am I cooked

@sunii_o I don’t believe in hell either! But gosh, a part of me also hopes that’ll happen if I’m wrong

@sliversinsilver YES EXACTLY!! i dont believe in hell but if it exists i hope they all end up rotting there

I GOT MY FIRST SCAM SEX BOT DM

@bleh_creature “Oh yeah, I’m just on “X” for feet pics…but if you want my account…”

@sliversinsilver HELP

@sunii_o But at least I didn’t get a guy encouraging disordered habits GODDAMN the devil speaks through these degenerate sods

@sliversinsilver OH EW...

Wonder how my therapist mom’s gonna react when she finds out I used to cut myself