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In addition to Oliver Stark delivering an insane performance this episode, shoutout to the makeup team for making him look SO believably ill, in a very specific — and harrowing — way.

Post release stills. #911onABC

“you and chain of command” eddie managing to make buck smile even in his worst moments 😭❤️

buck begging chimney to fire him so that chimney doesn’t risk his own career and chimney immediately shutting it down… MY FUCKING FAMILY.

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that was incredibly heavy and i need to go cry

911 has well and truly outdone itself. that was an incredible episode and it treated addiction and the journey to recovery in such a responsible and respectful way. i’m so glad buck’s experience was handled the way it was and his family treated it with so much tenderness and care

okay this may be THE episode of all time

that's his fucking FAMILY

chimney han THE brother in law of all time. he cares about buck so fucking much.

CHIMNEY HAN THE INCREDIBLE FUCKING MAN YOU ARE

i can't explain why but in my head this is buck's shirt. like tell me it doesn't look a lil stretched out. don't disagree with me

A duo I just made up

as a person who has a. struggled w/ addiction and b. knows plenty of addicts, can we please remember tonight that anger, hurt, confusion, fear are all very normal reactions towards someone you love being an addict. you're mad AND you love them. please give the characters grace.

he has an incredible group of people that will NEVER turn their backs on him, even if he is struggling. he deserves to know that he has so many people that aren’t going to give up on him, no matter the reason.

a family and people that care about him and would give up the world for him. i hope he’s able to see that he’s more than just spare parts, more than bringing back a son that’s already too far gone. i hope he sees how loved and appreciated he is by his entire family, and that -

i hope that this storyline ends with buck knowing how important and loved he is. not just for how he can help others and for what he can do for them, but solely for his existence. for the way that his mere presence improves everyone’s lives. i hope this shows him that he has -

genuinely why would oliver choose this song to describe the rest of the season after this edit was made like he’s actually insane

gonna colour theory the FUCK out of eddie in all white meanwhile buck is in all black

the fact that he says he doesn’t use while on the job and last episode proved that he also didn’t while he’s was with Eddie and Christopher and waited till after they left before taking??? I’m sobbing