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The 2nd tour had a different energy about it. I felt much more assured in the music in an album that was literally designed for the live show but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t have some nights where I questioned myself. About midway through that tour I remember metaphorically looking in the mirror and saying to myself that I needed to allow myself the success and the idea of being capable on my own. Gratitude is an incredible feeling but also comes with its own pressure, I wanted so much to deliver for you all every night and wasn’t allowing myself room for error. That momentum shift was really important for me. The last show of that tour absolutely blew my fucking mind, it gave me room to reflect on how far I’d come. Never did I imagine WE’D be able to achieve this

My first tour was so fucking terrifying to me and maybe because I was pretty hard on myself, weird little paradox every night of feelings the adrenaline and the love of the crowd all the while scolding myself in my head. I had some incredible shows that tour and proved a lot to myself but still it was a tough one mentally