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i like things people hate

@reeceshedtwt cry

drunk for the first time what do I do

Ha?

even as a kid i always knew i didnt belong, i wanted to be like wendy and fly away from everything

my california trip wa sthe best time of my life, i didnt realize until one day i was in my thiughts, but it was perfect. i wasnt sad i wasnt overthnling kr worrying, but everything was amazing. i ruined it on accident but i dont think about that, bevause it was still perfect.

It Remembers . #backrooms

i dont want to be bipolar like my mother, i dont want to be her, i dont like when people notice things that scare them, when i do things without reason or when they tell me they are worried i have it

everyday i go through a who am i point and think i have everythinn figured out and create my oown individual in my self, i dont knwo who or what i am

im not sick enough but im not healthy enough, im not sad enough but im not happy enough, im not social enough but im not alone enough, im not shy enough but im not talkitive enough, im not mean enough but im not nice enough, im not enough

my friend told me i hit my vape in my sleep when i was at its house

i once found writien murder plans of my mom and i on the family phone in my moms husbands family by one of his kids, i dont like how i undertsand her cause shes had hard life and isnt well but still feel scared for myself and it really messed me up for awhile

@NlKOTlNE ive started ounching walls, teaches me how to punch and leaves marks on my hands which i like

i live in my own works, i do what i want alot, not like in a sassy way, i mean im alone and do things on my own

@iivanki07 so rea i started at 10 with a double edged blade.. crazy start

i started sh when i was like 9 pls 😭😭

i wish peole texted me, eveyrone always says they are alone but have all these people texting them, i dont have anyone, my boyfriends barely awake and when he is hes off his phone, it feels selfish to just want people to talk to me and be my friend

its pride which means im showing off my xenogenders my prnouns and ALL my sexuallties and genders yes theres multiple i dont care

i think wow i used to be really sad, but i still am i just dont act on it to avoid being where i was before

i always join things late i dont know why, im nust now wtaching all the qsmp vods, by the time im done wtih that qsmp2 will be far ahead so i have to catch uo, then itll probably be over, im nto complainging im just stating wha i do

new pfp and banner, i might change it again later