dead, again

i like art. i like fashion. i like snacks. i like bugs. i am attracted to men, women, ghosts, and myself. i have drowned two times. my license is suspended. i like going to the park. above all i love theater and playing dress up.

big bug going up on my wall 🫶

have just been issued a court order.. it says i must put a man on a ketamine drip and do dubiously consensual surgery on him if i want to live. and i want to live so bad so so bad i wanna live so bad please i want to live please please let me live

アルゲンティウスウスバジャノメ　Erites argentina

散歩気分でこの季節にこの数見れるのいい虫すぎる

i can’t kill myself because i love bugs too much i started crying they’re the best thing that’s ever happened to this planet

my psychiatrist has not messaged me back about exploring sleep med options so i’m basically just going to make potions in my room and hope one of them works.

having a disabled body is being a tomb. people visit there like you’ve already died. they’ll put coins on your eyes and pay your toll. then eventually they leave and never come back. wordlessly. no more flowers.

i have above average insight, i am straightforward and will never lie to you. i am a clean sharp object. i have rules and run a strict game. i am giving you the rulebook. i am giving you the instructions. and i am still unlovable stitched together fucking scraps.

everybody is like i want a bitch who’s fucking crazy and then i’m crazy, i’m delusional, i am fucking terrible and creepy and gross and disgusting, i’m crippled and bad at sex, permanently disabled by psychosis , and then i am blocked everywhere.

i miss when people didn’t know about this account and i could post my burgeoning psychoses without hoverers and quote retweets and fictional character speech bubbles.

this is a drawing I made about severed heads. It represents real people who, since I made it, have suffered greatly. an abundance of torment

i am a drive-by autopsy

mutual obsession and devotion that kills us both in a freak lab accident, please please please please please please please please

ハコネフクログモ Clubiona ikedai

完品のイボタガ獲れた！ 模様が明るい個体で神々しい‼︎ マジで嬉しい😆

Me nd the guy who’s younger than me

being a crippled pity fuck to everyone i ever meet is probably going to drive me into some sort of intimacy obsessive compulsive disordered psychosis.