The Thinker

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too late too late for me, this town will win.

明日方舟:終末地　ペリカ

Beauty of Annihilation — Elena Siegman (2009)

@as2fisbu Wouldn’t it sate the curiosity on if you’ll look better dead?

I wish I could see my own dead body.

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I feel better, calm now.

I think this thinking is valid, yet flawed at the same time, yet clouded minds believe anything.

I find myself agreeing with *****’s views on culture and views on how it is evil at times.

I wish to rid myself of all value, but what is value? Life? I don’t know.

I am happy, don’t let anyone tell you i’m in a bad mood.

What can you do for someone who sees no point in help?

My most intimate thoughts laid bare here, but another part of me doesn’t give a FUCK.

I think of ways to positively impact the world but then I realize I don’t care enough for the world to even want to change it? I’m convinced we’re doomed, and i can only impact the world one of two ways…. gosh… i hope not.

only a few more days, just hang on a few more days and you will be free’d of all hate, anger, sadness, regret.

I feel negative hating the idea of not wanting to talk to certain people but then I remember I don’t owe anyone anything.

苦しくてとても遣り切れない