shellsea

CHRIS DAUGHTRY SUNG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ARE YOU KIDDING ME

content idea: stream dead by daylight, aggressively cuss out all your teammates and then between games talk about how you're doing open lobbies with your viewers

This looks NOTHING like her??

new phrase of the month: I'm about to take a long walk off a short pier

HELLO????

side note: if I stare at this photo for long enough, I stop believing that's even me 🫶🏻

not the end of the road yet, but after one round of chemotherapy, there are no leukemic cells detected in my dad's blood/bone marrow and his cancer is currently in remission 🥹 strongest man I know, I love him so much

@thatdudebovine no way you're trolling me rn LMAOOO thank you fresh 🤗

@shellseaisms YIPPEE glad the guy who built sets for Star Wars is doing so well (I'm really happy for the good news for your family)

vape free

FUCK SUCK MY dick fuck you I will say what I want

@QuittingZyn @BKortC I hadn't even thought of an actual pen, I'll give that a go because it's probably a better alternative to the nail scissors I've been flinging about very close to my face LOL

@BKortC @shellseaisms The hands thing is real! Try a stress ball, toothpicks, or even just a pen to fidget with. Your hands were trained to reach for nicotine so they need a new job. Cold turkey frustration fades way faster than people think, like 1-2 weeks and you're golden

my vape juice has gone up to $49 a bottle, I need words of encouragement because it might be time to quit for real this time

@Rhivival big bottle, I hadn't even checked this before but they apparently now don't even sell the small ones lmao

@shellseaisms for the small or big bottles?? 🥲

only 14 hours without the vape, I've already absolutely raged over 2 flies in my office and I feel like a zombie. it hasn't even been a day. the nicotine isn't out of my system yet. how do people DO THIS MAN

@BKortC I saw something like "fake vapes" but idk if I feel good about spending more money on a pretend device. makes me feel like a pissbaby

@shellseaisms Vape shaped fidget toy?

I don't even think it's the nicotine I'll struggle with cutting, what the hell am I meant to idly do with my hand when I'm sitting at my computer to replace it

wish someone had reminded me sooner that mental health and physical health are deeply connected, my physical health is the best it's been in years and mentally I feel spectacular. thank GOD

gyms have the worst playlists ever man, why the hell am I listening to a club remix of baker street rn

randomly awake at 4am thinking about the time I told my ex my nana was about to pass away and his response was "damn that kinda sucks" 💕 so true bestie

absolutely incredible

my dad was cleared to come home and maintain treatment at the day clinic as opposed to staying in hospital for a month, and the huge smile that lit up his face when I opened the front door once he got here is an image I will never forget 🥹