𝑹𝑼𝑴𝑰

⠀the moon will sing a song for me . i loved you like the sun .

𝖊very ⠀little⠀. ˚ ⠀𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘱⠀ ⠀and⠀⠀ ⠀​drop .͟.͟.͟⠀ ⠀fizz⠀⠀ ⠀and⠀⠀𐙚 ⠀P♡P .ᐟ

⠀ Called a 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐌 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃 .ᐟ cuz I got too 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃 , But now that’s how I’m gettin 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐃 끝없이 on 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐄 .ᐟ ⠀

regardless of my remorse or attempts at atonement, my very nature will always lead to hurt and suffering. that is the truth of who i am: a bad person.

ᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠ That's the funny thing about hope. Nobody else gets to decide if you feel it. That choice belongs to you. ᅠᅠᅠᅠ

⠀ ⠀⠀𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧

⠀ ⠀ blink , blink . face flushing a little . “ . . . you know me .ᐣ ” ⠀ ⠀

⠀ ⠀ cue handsome features lighting up and diamond irises sparkling upon seeing the popstar . “ i honestly didn't think that ' d work . i ' m sorry to bother you , i ' m a big fan of yours .ᐟ ” ⠀ ⠀

⠀ ⠀ where ' s rumi .ᐣ ⠀ ⠀

🎵 𝐈'𝐌 𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐘, 𝐈'𝐌 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆! 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓— 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐄 𝐈 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐕𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍', 𝐈 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐕𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐈𝐍' 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋!🎵

i imagine myself covered with blood, broken but transfigured and in agreement with the world, both as prey and as a jaw of time, which ceaselessly kills and is ceaselessly killed.

ㅤㅤ𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐ㅤㅤ𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 ㅤㅤ𝚒𝚗 ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ𝐦𝐲ㅤㅤᵇˡᵒᵒᵈ ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ뼛속부터 달라서 ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ——— 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑑𝑜, 𝑑𝑜, 𝑑𝑜, 𝑦𝑒𝑎ℎ

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⠀“ why couldn’t you love me .ᐣ ” ⠀“ i do … ” ⠀“ ALL OF ME ! ”