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#shtwt #slittwt dont try to find me, please i follow back, although i may not interact much due to paranoia. no dni. i hope everyone here finds peace someday.

crying cuz im thinking about how post-hardcore and emo and metalcore are the best things ever I have so much love in my heart

they should invent a life thats worth living

didnt even need to #proslitter

how to multiswipe

thats called a church i think

@necrozasil yes!!! i got medical attention i am good now :-)

@snufffd take care!! are you okay now? :<

HELP I DIDNT EXPECT THAT um. first beans i guess?

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@cigar_and_coffe im not judging because i would intentionally cut my fingers with knives and act as if they were accidents when i was like 14.

Am I weird for cutting on my fingers guys.

im so sorry mom. im sorry i couldnt be good. im sorry mom.

its so bizarre to me how most people out there have little to no scars on their body, or atleast none that are a result of self mutilation. sometimes i catch myself staring at their bare arms and wondering how they do it.

everytime i think about reading homestuck i slash my wrists. This is to prevent anything worse from happening

,,scars

@missfatuity actually i feel the same way abt other abusive pairings. i think that really showing the thoughts and feelings both the victim and perpetrator exhibit is so much more interesting... i find the aftermath of abuse especially intriguing to read abt. overall its a very nuanced topic

I can get behind the sweet ones, like make it father-son dynamic, that way it's more fucked up. but I'm also judging

they were right. styros hurt more then beans... though i did get terribly dizzy after a while due to blood loss. in my defense i wasnt putting pressure on it because i was thinking really hard whether to tell my mother or not.

sometimes i fantasize about how youll react when i kill myself. i lay in bed pretending to be you, thinking, "i wish couldve held him for longer that one time, i wish we had hugged more..." its really stupid but i wish i could hug you all the time. especially when im like this.

@argtha08 it is not, i doubt a blade like that would be able to go this deep (except if ure like... a pro or smth). this is from a razor.

@snufffd Was that a blade from a pencil sharpener!?

i know its a bad idea considering what ive been through today but... ireally want to cut deep again.

@_aautopsy valid reaction #tbh

someone made a comment on how I cut myself so I posted a picture of one of my beans cuts under his post shit talking people who cut is that too far

my mother freaked out but she was just concerned and didnt scold me for the mess

hello everyone thaml u all 4 the concern im okay!!! they stapled my leg back together. didnt hurt i was just shocked lol

aaaa memories!! this was the night before i went to the psych ward