Jean

#edtwt re-intro ᯓ★꩜.ᐟ cw: 46.7kg, gw:41kg ug:39kg ♤ 19 ♧ she/her, black ☆ allspo reposter ♧ uncensored shedtwt dni ♤ -16 dni ♡ and ↺ to be moots

i’m too scared to post body checks what if someone recognizes my bathroom wall..

anybody else feel skinny as fuuuck when like ur sitting somewhere for a long time n then ur ass bones hurt

Me this august :p

if doll brands want to be doing gimmicks so bad can we bring these back instead of everything being slime and blind boxes

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ my wl rewards a thread for #edtwt

In retrospect this poor girl was just suffering from an eating disorder and was being dehumanized and mistreated for it

@masyumoros Plus a lot of idols are forced into strict diets by their companies.

just more proof that normal people (esp kpop stans) don't see ED as an actual illness or problem but a moral failure

once i reach my ugw ill be bodychecking everywhere 24/7 idc

f it im posting a bc from my beginning to recent #edtwt

oh to be tiny in tiny clothes

Lmao ew this just made me feel so embarrassed 😭😭 #edtwt

4. i want to feel pure if i look really sickly and boney it will be less weird to enjoy childish things like stuffed animals or cartoons. i will come across as a sick suffering person and not a creep

3. i can’t be cringe AND fat i’m already the weird unpopular kid… if i was both cringe and fat i would get super ultra mega bullied instead of just regular bullied.

reasons why i want to be thin/disordered except they’re all like really fucking weird

bmi 18s -> bmi 14s in ~1 month

when i actually start seeing the consequences of having an ed

@oddikal It's not actually 0 calories. It's just that the serving size (¼ second spray) is low enough that they are allowed to list it as 0 cals.

WHAT DO YOU EVEN MEAN THERE'S 0 CALORIE COOKING OIL WHAT IS THIS WITCHERY

this is exactly why i love using a food scale