@KTSpader Just can't seem to figure out how to not beat myself. Been in this same spot a lot of times. Bet it all and left empty handed. I stopped letting my anger control me. I quit drinking. I trained my ass off with the best. Still... no closer than the other times. Ain't different.
@TheKaijuKid It's not always a smooth trip to the top. The road is bumpy and unpredictable, you can't let that get you down. Only you can truly beat you.