It starts small, and then it doubles and triples.
Been working toward this for a while, and I’m happy. At the same time I already want more.
Now we scale😈
is PA the best? No.
But you can’t blame it, there’s two ways to view it
Personally I’m viewing this an opportunity to get better. If I can survive, and even make something of it. Isn’t that a win? And can’t I do it anytime?
$YM / $NQ
First long pre 9.30 was clean, held on until BE
The next two trades were basically a pattern traded. Shorted at the first 3m CISD
We did have SMT at pdh and 8am high but price didnt want lower.
My first losing streak in about a month.
most losses are completely avoidable.
today was human error, most of my losses. the last 3, have been the same.
wanted something the market wasn’t really offering. it was my own optimism and desire.
I tied my identity to progress.
So I can’t sit still without feeling like I’m falling behind.
It’s a double edged sword.
It’ll make you successful, but it’ll also make it hard to ever feel satisfied.
Trading has made me numb to so many of the things I used to care about
Getting beaten up by the market, few things are as brutal
Kinda a superpower too
So far this month on the funded. Not too bad, but still a ton of room to improve.
Most of the small wins were BEs, was a little greedy this week.
Things to work on:
- management
- execution
- planning (friday was a bad loss tbh)
Ending the week green, but it could have been more. That eats at me. Studying this weekend and preparing for the next.
Mistakes were made today, my thought process was too one sided. I basically ignored the 1h fvg and the possible continuation lower.
$RTY / $YM
tried longing and got rekt. was coming in bullish due to the dsilt candle closure as well as the SMT from taking pdl on YM.
Thing is we’re bearish, and I should have paid more attention to the hourly gap price was in.
not how I’d like to end the week, is what it is.