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The first time I got pregnant
I was scared at first
What's happening to me?
Why am I feeling feverish?
I was happy when I took the pregnancy test and it came out positive.
Happy and scared at the same time.
What if all those stories about pregnancy were real?
Then the first trimester comes to an end
Now I'm proud of carrying the baby
I talked to it all the time
I sang to it
I imagined the day I'll bring it forth to the world.
My fears all gone.
Then third trimester
My hopes were high
Everything necessary has been done.
Labour started in the midnight
My husband took me to the nearest health center at 2 am
The labour was prolonged
The pain unbearable
By morning
I was still there
The pain has reduced
The cervix not yet opened
I was told to go back home that it's not yet time
The labour started again at midnight
We have no choice but to go to that nearest health center again
I was still there till 8 am.
I eventually delivered the baby
A beautiful girl
But she was gone😭
I snatched her from the nurse
Rubbed her back
Blow into her mouth.
She came to the world a stillborn 😭😭
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