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i am a horrible friend, and i am aware of this; i ignore messages, i barely reach out, i do not open up about my feelings or experiences, i do not know how to comfort, react to their pain or empathise with them; i am avoidant and push them away.. just to whine about it later

@cutelydecays @Kaylavosss No ovulation is when an egg is released from your ovary, so, if u wanted to get pregnant, you would try when ur ovulating because that’s the time when u can get pregnant. Don’t listen to people who think ovulation means ur so horny and basically in heat bc that not it.

@bratzbmi good night!!

goodnight mooties

i can’t wait to be a sexy anorexic bassist who never talks in the band interviews but on one random evening the usual singer gets sick and can’t sing and i step in and my voice is so lovely and everyone loves me and cheers for me and

the trans joy i want to feel is my tits being chopped off actually

a life-mulching experience is being punished the few times you express true vulnerability to your parents with it being weaponized against you or ignored, while being subjected to an emotionally incestuous relationship, where you fulfill the emotional needs of a spouse and parent

@ClownPoast OMG, parents treating children like entertainment is never talked about. The most unrated abuse style.

Being 8 years old and begging every adult to care that global warming will create an irreparable future and now living in that reality at 24 is a pain like no other

a man that encourages your ED is NOT your soulmate lovely, please get away from him 🫶🫂

i was like oh yeah well i haven’t cut myself since i was a teen, and the doctor said that it’s because i wasn’t stupid anymore 🫠 what the hell

LRT reminded me of when i was rushed to the hospital because i thought i was dying and the doctor who saw me was fucking grilling me over my old ass scars it was so weird

CW // healed scars another Misty L

@leftatrome you look really nice!

got yassified howd i do

when i was like 12 i tried to explain to my parents that having me clean or read the bible as a punishment just resulted in me not liking to do these things and they said i was trying to manipulate them lol

@Ryanash2000 The fact that it doesn't disturb them in the slightest to be portrayed as deranged rapists lurking in bushes is insane but also says a lot

I almost planned binged today til I watched this video it reminded me the consequences of binging (outside of weight gain) like listening to this made me feel sick as if I’m the one who ate what he did

Dude, a BMI of 25 is barely 0.1 overweight. Teenagers are going through intense hormonal and growth fluctuations, and many put on a bunch of weight before growing inches practically overnight. I have never been obese in my entire life, and yet, I got a little chunky at about 11, right before I went through a massive growth spurt and topped out at 6'. My mother gave me hell for developing a bit of pudge, and I'm very lucky that I thought she was stupid and did not let her give me an eating disorder, because I could have stunted my height, the one thing that got me into a sports scholarship. Other girls are not so lucky, same with an increasing amount of boys. Doctors absolutely need a reality check if they're being pushy about a one-time measured BMI of 25 for a 12-year-old with no prior history of obesity. Until the late '90s, that wasn't even considered overweight at all (the cutoff used to be 27.3 for women until it was lowered to 25 for both genders, on the prompting of, among other things, dieting industry lobbyists). BMI has always been a statistical tool, and extrapolating health impacts at 0.1 intervals is extremely irresponsible. It does, indeed, show that her child's pediatrician is not scientifically-minded, considering children that age are much more vulnerable to taking any criticism to an extreme leading to poor self-perception and eating disorders than actually experiencing poor physical health outcomes at a BMI that is 0.1 "overweight" only since 1998.

The humiliation of being powerless as a child and being laughed at instead of helped is the root of pain that runs much of this toxic world

Desolate young man

@wastedwannabe The tenderness after harm is part of the damage.