Deborah childe

What do you do when nothing matters anymore, you don't know how you're mean to feel. ... Every task is 10x harder to do ... Mum why did you have to go so soon I wasn't ready. , 😭 it's not getting any easier.

The last photo I took with Mum was nye 2023/24, didn't expect a year later to have u no longer here. While in some aspects u are not suffering anymore, I don't know how I'm meant to survive without you. The way it all happened, I'm never going to unsee. love you forever, Mum.

@gridcustomersuk We have no gas in our area Dy11 5ra please hurry up can't cook nothing, everything is defrosted, fridge is warm. And the house is cold. Can't do anything.

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Just want my mum 😭

Well that's just pissed me right off.. Love you @shayneTward you we're miles better .... Stupid bloody voting system anyway @bbcstrictly

Year ago I was living my best life a year later absolutely broken into a billion trillion pieces.

@AskeBay what has happened ebay chat on the website all I can get now is a call back?

Mentally and physically exhausted... Got a cold on top... Just don't know how to feel the world is moving around me and I'm stuck in the middle. Just want my mum back 😭😢💔💔

@AmyBye_ @shayneTward Tell me about it... Using 4 phones to vote 😂 always here for @shayneTward

The pure relief I feel when these two names are announced especially after last week..🩶 @shayneTward you are a pure talent, keep smashing it!

Might aswell just write 2024 off. 😭 My heart can't take much more.

@itsDannyJones Waited 1.5 hours made breakfast, ate breakfast, did some jobs still didn't get on... Finally got on no front standing left.... Popped back on 1pm and there was 2 waiting for me buzzing!!! Result. ❤️❤️Bring it on... Patience is virtue.

Who got tickets in the presale?? bit.ly/BustedVsMcFlyS…

When you really need your mum but god said it's time for her to cross over... But I was not ready for her to cross over wtf am I meant to do now so broken.

It's not getting any easier, harder if anything. 😢

At the 1 month stage, will get eaiser they said... Erm nope... Still just as raw. 😭😢

writing mum's funeral speech one hardest thing i've had to do the final goodbye (feel sick) love you mum crazy just so fuckin crazy!

Still on a very long road... Just unreal.

How you can go from going to be a great month with great plans to the worst month of your life... How am i ever meant to be ok again unreal.

Pretending I'm OK when I'm broken is the most hardest thing I've ever had to do.

Pretending to ok when your torn to shreds inside is one of the hardest things I've had to do it will never heal either.

I will never, never understand... Worst time. Of my life. Genuinely hope it does get easier.