lua • shtwt 🦭🤍

intro! 𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ lua • 16 • she/her catscratch/styro warrior • new to shtwt stay + major fujoshi moot me ♡ / ↻ 𐙚⋆.˚ #shtwt #yaoitwt #shedtwt #kpoptwt

maybe i should kill myself tonight

tw:sh small sesh since i can’t cut much for now. i can’t wait until i can cut all i want but i have holiday soon 😔

i want to kms so bad im genuinely considering it again. last time they caught me before i could go and jump so maybe i need another method sigh

@nyanparfait33 i wanna jump so bad but liek if i unfortunately survive i don’t wanna be a vegetable 😔

Top 3 suicide methods i always fantasize myself doing 1. Jumping off a building / bride - GOATED MY FAVORITE 🤣✌️ + i imagine myself life streaming it 2. Bleeding to death in a bath tub 3. Hanging myself - least favorite because i’m probably gonna get sooo Itchyy

@sparkling_may_ istg my fresh ones always be itching like a mf idk why 💔

My scars are hurting and itching and they shouldn't even itch yet because they're too fresh????????? what is their problem

how i feel picking the placement of my next cut

is it weird that i get more weirded out by bean cuts than by fascia cuts 😭 it makes no sense to me

@sparkling_may_ that’s so real i leave them to fend for themselves 😛

@luaheartsyou Sometimes I don't even do this💔 lazyy

are you meant to do more?… uhh

istg the next person to send me a very much UNWANTED dih pic is getting slash flashed big time lol

the ways i tried to kms have to be the dumbest stuff ever like what was 14yr me even thinking 😭😭

@sparkling_may_ @makiizeniin_ skz are my ults!

@makiizeniin_ I'm really into everything: stray kids, park jihoon, IVE enhypen, Dawid Podsiadło, MCR, radiohead, ghost, "gacha music" and old polish songs (punk/rock idk) 😭😭 I'm tasteless because I'd listen to anything tbh Wbu??

what musics do yall listen to?

@svnitysfvll @himihya or accidently cutting yourself while cutting 😿

cutting myself 🤤🤤🤤😍😍 getting a paper cut ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

when the chile is tea but the finna is gag sis im dead as chile 🤷‍♀️

tw: #sh genuinely how do i go deeper with this crappy eyebrow blade. i took off the guard too but even when pushing down i can’t get anything but catscratches. i should stick to sharpener blades thats all i have that gets me styros. let’s ignore the sped up vid

@juniee_3 @vivaelkole frr is so underrated

@luaheartsyou @vivaelkole UGHHH thats such a good song i love

what are your fav songs to cut to? I’m looking for some rn

@juniee_3 @vivaelkole ETHEL CAIN MENTIONED i cut to knuckle velvet last night :3

@vivaelkole tempest by ethel cain 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ it's a pretty long song too so i don't have to think about what to play after or wtv

@chainsawered omg moot me!! shtwt AND yaoi?! sign me up

I love cliche yaois where the uke has a debt to pay and the seme is rich imsorry

Goon, cut, sleep repeat