the winner for the signature contest is:
@markDraw98!!! thank you so much!!
i chose it because itโs cool, unique, but also easy to replicate so i can sign merch and stuff quickly & easily!
thank you so much to everyone who participated โค๏ธ there were so many amazing submissions & yโall are so talented โค๏ธ
thank you!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY @pipkinpippa ๐๐โผ๏ธ I love your voice and funny antics, you bring so much laughter and energy to the vtuber community and I canโt thank you enough for the smiles. This is fanart for Kirsche I had made back in Sep 2023 based on an MS Paint doodle she made, Dizzy included!
#MMOARTPG#Capippalist
Artist: @markDraw98
YAAAY ELLYTHON 6.9 CONTINUES!!
i was able to replace my capture card :3
WE ARE SO BACK! now we can REALLY get into it!!!
๐จ USING CODE: ELLY FOR 10% OFF GAMERSUPPS ADDS 1 HOUR TO THE TIMER!! ๐ฅ
INCOMING ELLY VENTโผ๏ธ ๐จ๐ฃ๏ธ
ngl i've been struggling this year/last year with some personal stuff (i'm ok that's just life) but it's been so hard to keep up with everything in the vtuber/streamer space
i always feel like no matter how hard i try to maintain friendships or be present, it's never really enough. no matter how hard i work, it's not enough. i see cool opportunities come and go and i'm never really a part of them, events and special things happening that i missed somehow because i truly had no idea... it can be overwhelming to keep up and i often feel like i'm doing it wrong (i'm sure many ppl can relate)
the worst thing by far is making friends in the space and then feeling like we grew apart so easily. i understand that there's just too many people/too much going on. it can become exhausting to maintain everything we've built and ppl can spread themselves thin... i am definitely a culprit of that
but it's happened to me so much the past year or so with people i truly cared about and still do, always will. sometimes ppl just grow apart and we all have to focus on our own hustle. it just hurts that since i couldn't balance my personal life/online life properly and i had so much stuff i was dealing with, i lost them all. that's on me. no one else to blame but myself
real talk: content creation is a fickle and isolating space. lots of great things about it, but also lots of nepotism, drama, and tons of inauthentic interactions that make u feel like your only worth/value as a person is numbers or what u can offer ppl. i've never been able to be part of that culture, and i don't want to... it makes trusting people SO hard and creating REAL authentic connections difficult, and that makes me retreat even further into myself. so it's my own damn fault for feeling so on the outside looking in. also probably means i'm not exactly cut out for this, but i'm still gonna try!
anyways... sorry for the vent on main! i figured some of you might be able to relate to this and maybe won't feel so alone and isolated. if you're feeling that way, i want to say this to you (and also myself): you're doing just fine. you ARE enough. you know who the real ones are and you gotta cherish them and hold them close. let's be grateful for what we have, proud of what we accomplish, and keep moving forward
also, SO MUCH LOVE to the few friends & community that i've made! you know who you are. i know we don't get to talk all the time (mostly my fault since i'm a bit scared and jaded from some experiences in the past year or so, and i'm also a homebody/hermit/nature lover & hippie so i'm not online enough). y'all have kept me sane, inspire me, make me feel so loved and seen and help me remember my worth. thank you for never giving up on me even when i can't always be around. i promise i will NEVER give up on you and i'll always be here cheering you on and being SO PROUD to call you a friend. here for you if you even need me!
if you made it this far, thanks for listening โฅ๏ธ let's all keep doing our best
Thank you so so so much @markDraw98 for making a very film artist who I know for nearly 5 years the great @ItsMoofie love the detail on the cool tiger too hope you live the fan-art too #Tigart#vtuber