Toni

How grateful I am to have such a wonderful companion at my side, even when I’m feeling all alone, you are there to remind me that I am not. My best friend. My sweet, gentle, misunderstood gentleman. I love you more than anything, Bodhi 🌳

Was driving to get food this evening and some guy yelled out his window at me and told me I was really pretty 😭 That felt nice and was definitely pleasant to hear.

I hope the reality of this lives up to whatever you imagined while you were throwing everything else away. There’s some time until June so maybe I’ll feel better by then. I’m hopeful. I’d wish you the best until then, but it looks like you’ve already decided what that is.

It’s been 14 days and it feels like forever. I thought it’d be a little easier by now. I don’t really check my phone that much now…it’s quiet most of the time, I don’t turn the tv on anymore. Been trying to stay distracted with work & games, but ur still there, on my mind and

let me spill my heart to you and you just…lol you knew the whole time you didn’t feel the same. How hurtful a woman you are. I just hope this was worth it. I hope you are happy. I hope you’re getting everything you wanted. I hope it’s enough to keep you company because I am not

in my dreams. I’ve been reaching out for someone to come visit me..that hasn’t been successful yet. Still, I’m carrying on hoping that one day I’ll wake up and not think of you, not wonder why I wasn’t good enough, why you wouldn’t just TALK to me about how you felt, why you

This man just told me he didn’t need to join the military because he played semi pro hockey and ran a lot. lol.

To the people blasting their music tonight in the pool area, I’m not sorry I called the police.

I’m tired of being alone all the time. I don’t get why I’m not used to it. People have been leaving me since I was a kid. It’s nothing new. I hope tomorrow is a better day, I can’t keep doing this…

Oh my fucking god this is killing me and it hasn’t even been a week. Still trying to remind myself often that she doesn’t love me like that… “Us” is a memory and that’s what I’m sad about, she does not want to be with me. She does not love me. 🤦🏻‍♀️

Days without crying : 0 We start over today. Fuck it. I need to keep reminding myself that She Doesn’t Want Me Why try and be with someone who doesn’t want to be with you? 👏🏼

Today is the 1st day of no contact, and while I’m shitting it from the uncertainty, I hope this all plays out how it’s meant to.

I’m such a fucking stupid idiot

I just think that if you’re boiling crabs alive you’re a fuckin piece of shit. There’s no reason to be doing that.

Already been heartbroken and crying most days, might as well re watch attack on titan

Had an inspection at my apt today and I thought nothing of it. They were in and out. GGs. I just go home after work and upon walking in realize that my entire place has the abundant smell of dank high grade ganja. Oopsie 😬😬😬

I really miss my mother…

I wish I wasn’t in love with you anymore

You will be loved until it becomes inconvenient.

When am I supposed to feel better? I’m tired of crying all the time

I feel like I die a little more every day. I want to move on but do you understand how it is when the person who made your life full isn’t there for you anymore? She was everything. Always on my mind, the first and last thought of my day. She still is, but I guess she needs this.