i dont think i am a person who can ask for things or have needs because the moment i do express it always back fires on me when if it were anyone else in my place they’d easily get it
when i talk about how miserable i am best believe I’m not looking for attention or waiting for anyone to pity me I’m pessimistic af no matter what you say won’t change the way that i view things
i’m so deep in my own thoughts all the time that i feel like my mind lives on a completely different plane of existence and daily life is just a side activity for me. idk if that makes any sense lol