JUN’ICHIRO KAZUKI.

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do not go where i cannot follow.

⠀then ⠀he ⠀ran ⠀into ⠀my ⠀knife. ⠀he ⠀ran ⠀into ⠀my ⠀knife ⠀𝐭𝐞𝐧 ⠀𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬.

we're damaged, really damaged, but that does not make us “ wise. ” we're not “ special, ” we're not “ different. ” we don't choose who lives or dies.

⠀am i something you’re ashamed of .ᐣ is it such a dirty thing to be loved by someone like me .ᐣ

how much more do you need? do you want me to bleed?

i am completely empty and i have nothing to offer in order for my relationship with anyone to last， and you can take these words as sufficient reason to stay away from me.

⠀people say friends don’t destroy one another. what do they know about friends .ᐣ

i'll stay if i'm what you choose. ᅠ╱ᅠ you're the one i choose.

i’m just waiting for you to want me.

⠀i ⠀lost ⠀you ⠀once. ⠀that ⠀was ⠀enough.

⠀not ⠀all ⠀love ⠀is ⠀𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐞. ⠀sometimes ⠀itʹs ⠀gritty ⠀and ⠀dirty ⠀and ⠀possessive. ⠀sometimes ⠀itʹs ⠀not ⠀supposed ⠀to ⠀be ⠀careful ⠀or ⠀soft ⠀at ⠀all. ⠀sometimes ⠀it ⠀feels ⠀like ⠀𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡.

i try to keep this pain inside, but i will never be alright.

i desire the things that will destroy me in the end.

you won't cry for my absence， i know. you forgot me long ago. am i that unimportant? am i so insignificant? isn't something missing? isn't someone missing me?

⠀⠀⠀˛ pay attention to me , hit me , hurt me , love me , I don't care , just keep your eyes on me my dear . ՙ

the pain will remind us of each other． when we meet later， if there is a later， we will recognize each other by it．

can we act like we never broke each other's hearts? at least mine， i don't know how you felt from the start.

i deserve your hatred. i do not mind if you hate me.

i was abandoned all along， yet foolishly believed he'd hug me once. i wasn't left behind at the end. i was abandoned since the beginning.

if i loved you less， i might be able to talk about it more. but you know what i am.