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looking for mutuals 18 i have arfid (suspected) + schizoaffective disorder (diagnosed) just want a space to vent about this i enjoy cute things and video games !! i will follow back anyone, especially if you’re also schizospec #edtwt #shtwt #988twt

@ReyAlinTheBunny Have you considered I tweeted this in two seconds to complain about my issue I’ve had for years and that change doesn’t magically happen because I save a couple seconds

@sleepheadless @sertindole Okay so the more time you spend complaining the less time you’ll have to practice actual social skills

How does anyone survive having zero friends can anyone relate

I’m never going to change

@ReyAlinTheBunny @sertindole I know that that is why I am complaining

@sleepheadless @sertindole The more excuses you give yourself the less you’ll want to try

@Kabburye I have schizophrenia I assure you I realize that

@sleepheadless You have to realise everyone is evil and scary and you genuinely should never trust anyone on this planet like everyones scary as fuck

@sleepheadless It's the same answer to how does anyone survive being in jail for 20 years or lifetime

@AEn1ma__ This is my favorite hobby

@sleepheadless yeah its called making parasocial internet friendships that vanish in around a week

@sleepheadless It's an episodic kind of pain that only hurts when you remember it's there, like waking up mid-surgery. You don't always feel lonely. It's weird.

@pulpybrain This is a very beautiful way of putting it

@daddyjahy Yes

@sleepheadless Ao3

@ChrisWinters_CA Ohh, sorry, it just came off weird because im schizophrenic, so I thought you were referring to me, now I understand though

@sleepheadless Sorry you're doing through this. I wasn't implying anything, just answering the post. I have it so I survive without friends because I just prefer not having any.

@daddyjahy Does fanfiction count

@sleepheadless Read a book

@ChrisWinters_CA disorder on account of the fact that I am struggling with schizophrenia first and foremost. Thank you though

@ChrisWinters_CA I Definitely have schizophrenia, if it were just szpd I wouldn’t be hallucinating and delusional and the medication they gave me wouldn’t work. I have considered that I may also be schizoid, but my therapist and psychiatrist aren’t too eager to diagnose me with a personality

I feel like I am made of spikes and sharp objects and I repel people away

I’m noticing I am manic lately

@daddyjahy What if you’re straight edge

@sleepheadless It’s easy just smoke weed all day

@TheRar_801 @sertindole Thanks passive aggressive commenter

@sleepheadless @sertindole Skill issue

@Yozendesu Language barrier but I feel the same way, Completely empty

@sleepheadless bom, você basicamente não "vive" ou "sobrevive" você literalmente não sente nada, um completo vazio por dentro (pelo menos eu me sinto assim)

@ReyAlinTheBunny @sertindole It is kind of hard due to the fact I have a mood disorder

@sleepheadless @sertindole maybe stop being so fucking dry