𝐋𝐮𝐤𝐞 &. 𝐊𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐧

@ViktorVaez_TT "i told him we weren't brothers. dad, what if— i need to find him. i need to know he's still here."

@ViktorVaez_TT find his brother hidden in the shadows. the thought of a world without kieran wasn't just sad; it was impossible. it was an existential void he couldn't grasp. "if he’s gone, i’m—i’m half a person, i’m nothing—" he choked out, his voice cracking on the last word. ( . . . )

day one of being just luke… i feel ill. *😔

@Syluson // your therapist is going to hunt me down and absolutely snipe me

@tw1nsofmischief / Im honestly calling my therapist

// these live reactions are killing me 😂

@ViktorVaez_TT // and then suddenly the twins are gone too without ever forgiving one another

@tw1nsofmischief //I'll live how I kill myself 😭😭😭😭

@Syluson but he ignored it, focused entirely on the crushing regret in his throat. "i deserve it," kieran whispered, his voice breaking. "i deserve whatever luke wants to call me. i deserve for him to hate me. what i said to him... it wasn't just a fight, dad. it was cruel."

@Syluson kieran murmured, his voice sounding thin and hollow to his own ears. "he couldn't have." he finally looked up, his eyes glassy and rimmed with a painful exhaustion. the dull ache in his back flared, a phantom twin to the pain he knew luke was feeling. ( . . . )

@tw1nsofmischief Kieran?

@ViktorVaez_TT "but if i look him in the eyes and he says it again... i’m scared he’ll just fully agree. decide that not being brothers anymore is now the easiest thing he’s ever done. and i can't... i won't survive hearing him say that.”

@ViktorVaez_TT the guilt viktor had mentioned seemed to settle over him like lead. "i regret it. everything i said... i shouldn't have pushed. i shouldn't have let it get that far." he wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, but new tears quickly replaced the old ones. ( . . . )