Layla

you were bigger than the whole sky 🌸🍃

and the worst part is im self aware

@BeardManADHD I can't see anything promising for me. Im crying and getting mad if I'm not high or drunk enough. I can't study because Im so medicated. I'm missing classes. I can't even keep up with the students when I could go. Who will give me a job? Who tf is gonna like me. I'm just a burden

@AlienWithBPD Talk to me

I hope I die today

@BeardManADHD Stopped but had to take extreme measures 😭😭

@AlienWithBPD Stop

I relapsed. After 6 months of no sh. I couldn't stop myself. I feel so ashamed but I couldn't stop thinking about how I can now see how my mental health is affecting others. So if I do this, they won't have to know.

It's 6.30 in the morning and I wanna kms yayyyy

i do not "organize my files", i do not "put things in separate folders", i PUT EVERYTHING IN DOWNLOADS! and if i can't find it, i LOST IT!

i think it is important to go clinically insane briefly in ur 20s

please lift the curse bro it's not funny anymore

@sylawinget Wine vodka beach 😭😭

The first three words you see will describe your 2026🥹

When I get bad, I'm down here at twt 😭

Isolate yourself irl And start venting on twt like after almost an year of being very less active huh ahahahaha

He's being so understanding. It's making me guiltier. I wanna sh so bad 😭😭wtf is wrong with me 😭😭😭😭

How to get over it

Good mental health

If I kms I want everyone to know one of my tricks to postpone it and stay alive was telling myself I haven’t been to a taylor swift concert or any concert ever. Every time I was down her music helped me. Idk if its parasocial but she saved me multiple times and she should know it

i hope i die tonight

@TamiyaKnows0303 I decided not to bring her along. My father is also sick and he needs her as well. I just hope I can make them proud. But I also lost all hope. I've become a paradox.

It is ok that u could not be better Ur mind does not care what is going around u it just does what it does It is ok to not be ok, Ik it is corny but at the same time it really is true Maybe u should take ur mom up on that offer Remember she is ur mother and has seen u in many situations and loves u anyways

Can you od on Lexapro? Very small dose but I think I'm taking too much. It was prescribed for emergencies but I can't function without them rn and I'm TAKING TOO MUCH