But then I remember my sister and I can't believe that they also did that to her, such a nice and hardworking girl.
I see other people that were my age at that time and can't believe someone would be so cruel.
But for me it's hard to find redeeming qualities on myself.
There are some days where I kinda empathize with my parents kicking me out, I am definitely not the idea of a perfect daughter or a good daughter.
I imagine their feelings of raising someone and realize that she is good for nothing, maybe they were right to get rid of me asap
I feel so disconnected from other chuubas, I always say I want to meet more cute girls and talk to them but I suck at talking so much
I really hate being so shy and so akward