𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙎𝘾𝙊𝙍𝙋𝙄𝙊𝙉 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙁𝙍𝙊𝙂...

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀you want one .ᐣ ⠀⠀( staring at the r͟e͟a͟d͟e͟r͟ , moving a cigarette from his mouth ) ⠀⠀

that's suspicious

what the fuck

𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤. until i came here，i thought that was for children; that you grew out of it. but it never really goes away. it’s 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 there underneath. the oldest fear of all.

all the world blurred，a vibrating hemorrhage，and it was fine because i could finally feel how little impact i'd ever have on the world. losing that dread that 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 you'll somehow ruin everything，for yourself and everyone else.

⠀you look 𝒍onely . i can 𝒇ix 𝒕hat .

GETTING HIT BY A CAR HURTS. BEING THROWN OUT OF A WINDOW HURTS. GETTING SET ON FIRE REALLY HURTS. BUT UH, NONE OF IT EVER HURT AS MUCH AS NOT BEING WITH YOU .

˗ˏˋ there is no turning back from what i've done, i regret it every single day.