knowing he’s going to be gone is painful. but seeing him like some of my tweets, say my name in small super chats, all the merch i have of him.. those will be the memories that ill never forget
i want to tell him how much his presence means to me. I want to tell him every single stupid little thought i had about it. i want to show the art i drew. when i brought his nui to work when i needed to smile or when i would put on his sh2 vod and listen to it while i worked
ok i need my own sad starmin moment
it feels really surreal how much fun i had on saturday with local fans at the stars meet up, and how we laughed together and talked about our oshis and now it’s just. this.
park in a parking spot
the spot costs $0.50
ok cool. pay $0.50
apollo tells me parking in the city is free on sundays
why did i pay 50 cents
check parking app
it’s $0.50 for 20 hours
ok i’m back in my home state now from spending the weekend in BAWSTEN w/ notbug apollo and i drove a lot today so i need to sleeeeeeeeeps…….. i love holostars and apollo you guys 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
my heart is so full seeing so many people in the same room celebrating holostars! running events is not my forte but i really wanted to have something for us near home. thank you for making my first cupsleeve event such a special memory 🥹
#HSoshikatsu#HSoshikatsu_Boston
So happy right now, it's hard to find the words!!! 🥹 thankful I got to meet so many wonderful and passionate people today, thank you to everyone who came 💖 Holostars are so loved!!! 🌟 #HSOshikatsu#HSOshikatsu_Boston
YAYYYYY I had a lot much fun at the Holostars Cupsleeve event by @NEStarmin !!!!!! excited and so full of love to connect with local starmin!!!!!! #HSoshikatsu#HSoshikatsu_Boston
idk there's something incredible about seeing people love something so much that they'll drive hours just to hang out with other fans. not even for anything official. community is so fucking cool big big otsustars EVERYONE 💚💚💚💚