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#太宰 おちろ

dazai osamu #太宰 #文スト #BSD

昔の絵

WHY DONT I SAY IT THEN? #DELTANOIR

what the hell is wrong with me?? why can’t i just be normal

when ur mental health is the most interesting thing about u so u just let it deteriorate 😭😭

being suicidal doesn't mean that I'm going to kill myself. Being suicidal is having this inexplainable ache while you're living. It's waiting for your life to end, and wishing that you didn't have to carry on. Having this ache, and incapability to feel happy living, doesn't mean that | am going to kill myself; it just means that I wouldn't mind dying.

keep your walls up and dont let anyone in ever

depression is really weird because how did I spend the whole day laughing with people but as soon as i’m all alone I feel so empty

wait oh no i'm thinking abt it again

stinky #dazai #bsd

for a moment i thought about telling a friend about my self-harm and trying to recover I even thought about throwing away my blades!!!! but that sounds like a pain

im at my lowest point in my life!!!!! im at my lowest point in my life!!!!! im at my lowest point in my life!!!!! im at my lowest point in my life!!!!! im at my lowest point in my life!!!!! im at my lowest point in my life!!!!! im at my lowest point in my life!!!!! im at my lowe

weird route spoilers #deltarune

ufff that was scary for a moment i was thinking abt recovering from self harm but i reconsidered ufff

a take on self harm #dazai

i honestly forget that being on shedtwt is problematic and then wonder why so many people have me blocked