Jessica

Plan for my future: 1. Start HRT 2. Start dating 3. Voice train 4. Save for FFS 5. Save for rhinoplasty 6. Save for shoulder reduction surgery 7. Learn how to do makeup 8. Get glasses 9. Get a better dress sense

I’m such an angle fraud, I only ever look good from high up

@UncensoredDVS Omg real

@cat_moder real I used to.....sighh Mega honrage and break things sometimes before estrogen if I got frustrated at games 😃🔫

Feeling so malebrained rn

@UncensoredDVS I get angry at video games and it just makes me feel so manly 😔

@cat_moder how so

@AwooWorldOrder @bouncybao_ @The_Bunny_Doll Oh yh I doom post alot lol but its just my way of coping. I do intend to try hard at transitioning. And I wish you the best i. yours ❤️❤️❤️

@cat_moder @bouncybao_ @The_Bunny_Doll I'm as much referencing your other replies where you've spoken about giving up as much as anything else. I just don't get it. I consider my situation hopeless, but given that I have no other options, I will try all the same and mentally frying yourself over luck wont fix it.

Oh my god you guys seem to think I just sit around on my ass all day and have this physique by magic, go study nutrition and actually eat a healthy diet, do daily exercise prioritising building leg muscles, cardio to stay trim and core exercises to give you a more defined stomach, take prog, make sure your E levels are consistently within the higher end of the female range, don't drink alcohol cus that fucks with your hormones, basically just live your life like some kind of transgender monk whose religion is the insane beauty standards we unfortunately have You say in one tweet how you want to be beautiful and nothing else other than that matters, and in another tweet you say you are "entitled" to being beautiful and that ugly people are subhuman in your eyes, you complain about being fat in a lot of your tweets, then actually try to change it? Losing weight is not impossible, being healthy isn't impossible, or maybe it is if you just spend all your time complaining about how life is so unfair on twitter Also I've been on HRT for literally a DECADE now, I know you're just gonna call me a "youngshit" but actually understand what I'm saying, you're comparing yourself to someone who has been on hormones for so much longer than you. Give it time, in ten years do you really think you're gonna look exactly the same as you do today? And PLEASE stop self-deprecating by calling yourself shit like "manmoder", "chopped troon", etc, you're only reinforcing negative beliefs about yourself, if you just spend your entire life feeling sorry for yourself and thinking you're disgusting, you're never gonna be able to see yourself as anything but that, have some self-respect, despite what you probably think, you are deserving of it, and it genuinely does break my heart to read that you've been following me since you were 13 and that you feel incredibly jaded and disenfranchised with being trans now :(

@AwooWorldOrder @bouncybao_ @The_Bunny_Doll In not complaining, Im happy for her. I was just pointing something out

@cat_moder @bouncybao_ @The_Bunny_Doll Okay, so you're in the same shit that I'm in, and you're going to need to find a non-HRT solution. Now tell me how complaining that she got luckier or whatever else is better than you trying to lock the fuck in and taking some steps to make literally anything happen.

@normal_guy41 So bricks should just rep if they dont look good? Like wtf is this take

i honestly believe that ppl should crossdress before hrt just to fully see if there is any potential whatsoever there bc transitioning is basically just crossdressing unless you can afford surgery

@SawnOffSamuraii @boymoderology @The_Bunny_Doll Its because that form of choking is extremely dangerous

@boymoderology @The_Bunny_Doll Britian cannot possibly be a real country oh my god

I really wanted to post the choking videos but Kier Starmer is too vanilla 😭

@The_Bunny_Doll Yh good, that form of choking is extremely dangerous.

@AwooWorldOrder @bouncybao_ @The_Bunny_Doll I would 😔

@bouncybao_ @cat_moder @The_Bunny_Doll As am I, it is in fact a continuous point of frustration. However, there is no indication that the person I'm replying to would need those things to happen to pass.

I rlly wish I could do a masters, looks so much fun

Nvm got it all fixed 😊

WORD JUST DELETED ALL THE PROGRESS I MADE ON MY ESSAY TODAY HASHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. IM GONNA KILL MYSELF.

@UncensoredDVS real

@cat_moder I'm making fun of the girl in the oop

Imma kms. I would give up everything I care about to be 5,6 and for my parents to have let me transition at 16.

@UncensoredDVS oooooh sry lol

@UncensoredDVS I am a hon tho lol

@cat_moder teehee if I don't P E R F E C T L Y pass as a pretty cis girl I'm gonna kill myself. Good thing I'll never be a hon at least though phew but I mean who has to think about that am I right girlies 😂😂😂

@boymoderology I wish I was too feminine for a boy

I feel so dysphoric today, had to see my reflection when playing tennis with friends

Belh