I usually feel so horrible and I wish I had someone to take care of me aghehhhh my friends they all have partners that they can vent to I don't want to bother anybody
If I'm so unlovable why do I want to be loved? If I'm so easy to forget why do I want to be remembered? If being such a doormat is in my existence why doesn't god take away my desires already?
I get really embarrassed when I remember I was so angrily yearning for a girl who wanted to do nothing with me, the embarrassment always hits me but then I realize I still feel that way, just in a more calm, accepting way