Ricochet .

I'm madddddddd

Straight up my brother should've eaten me in the womb

I'm pretty sure I'm just incompatible with life because an organism that gets its nervous system totally fucked and becomes literally entirely useless for years just because they were barely touched just like one fucking time is NOT fit for life at all

I haven't experienced anything traumatizing in my life and it's really pathetic that I'm allowed to ever convince myself even slightly that I have

Literally why was I even dx with PTSD when there are people out there who have been groomed by people older than them or who have been raped or who have been beat or who experienced incest or who have addict parents or who were bullied or who have real illnesses etc etc etc

I've been trying to withhold from cutting because I know I'll get caught next time but I was reminded of what actual trauma is compared to my fake ass whiny shit so I think I'll just cut again because fuck me and fuck everyone and fuck everything and I'm too much a pussy to KMS

@tboydirtbag Because you ARE a man and because even though being trans really fucking sucks it's way way better than having to pretend to be a woman

whats the point if i'll never ever be a real man with male experiences anyway

It's kind of funny how when something bad happens, I want to kill myself, and when something good happens, I feel nothing about it at all. I'm going to be getting treatment for my syndrome that might straight up cure it, no longer disabled, but I don't feel happy. I'm terrible

@xxxandros_ I'm not gonna pretend like I'm some paradigm of morality, like I'm not a hypocritical bastard, or like SHEDtwt isn't toxic as fuck too, but making even closer and more personal spaces in addition to these subtwts is just worsening the problem even further, no?

@xxxandros_ +Obviously turning 18 doesn't mean you're suddenly more mature, but there's worlds of difference between a 15 year old and a 20 year old. I remember being 15, and I had friends that age, too... you look up to them whether you realize it or not, and they're modeling that behavior

a sesh channel is not 'encouraging minors to cut together', and a minor and an adult being in a sesh vc- mind you, when they're being used there's almost ALWAYS 5-6 people in the channel- doesn't mean anything weird inherently. i mean i'm fifteen, i have adult (1/)

@thinselle It's so embarrassing like I can't stop being impatient and fucking it all up... how do I expect to get through med school when I'm not even patient enough for WL

One of the hardest pills to swallow is that you really cannot rush weight loss. No matter how much you restrict or work out it’s all a process that takes time and there’s no way to speed it up and it really sucks 😭😭😭😭

Just a disgusting fat ugly piece of shit with no life skills and a terrible personality and I'm too lazy to even kill myself

Holy shit dude I've been trying to lose weight since September and I've only lost 10lbs total and all of that was in the first fucking month and I'm like 3 days away from 18 and I'm still fucking obese I can't take this shit anymore why am I so bad at this

It’s really embarrassing that I’ve been suicidal for 6 years and still haven’t killed myself

@starlit_39 Ohhh I see!! Good to know.

@dropochet no that's accurate!! 3-5 years? is probablyt he right age

@rwottingangel 🙋‍♂️

Genuine question, is there any males on #edtwt or #shedtwt🤨 do they exist? Am i being silly..

I'm still getting spam emails because of the fucking CollegeBoard Student Search Service 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I stopped opting in ages ago lorrrdddd

@nik0_la1 Because it IS a mental health issue. People don't choose to be a pedophile, and a lot of child predators don't experience pedophilia at all. People can experience pedophilia without ever wanting to harm a child and without ever harming one. Ppl don't deserve to die over bad luck

Ive never understood how paraphilias such as pedophilia and necrophilia are meant to just be accepted because "mental health matters until ___" because like. I dont think theyll stop feeling that way even w help? Can someone pls educate me on why we say this shits fine

@starlit_39 no hope for me I mean

@starlit_39 Damnn I stopped only 3 years after my first period 😔 no hope