im sometimes scared or actually curious about how many years do people think i'll be on this earth, and did someone ever go with a "oh yeah hes gonna die young" when they saw me 😓😓😓 i ALWAYS speculate on how long will my close ones live on earth. is it a bad thing or no
im so scarsd that other people consider me as aggressive or unaproachable. ik im not (maybs)) (who knows) (ill consider it) (theres a 50/50 chance that i am) UgrhHhGGHHRGHHH
its so scary that people sometimes think about you and talk about you. i wonder what are the real intentions that other have for me, and what way do they tjink that i think and sbnd
i have a wet fantasy of me being the worst in school and every1 will hate me but will not touch me or anything and i'll be alone and and and and annnnd
why does everybody keep on starin at me in publxi.??? i did NUTHIN i just have an odd behaviour, odd way of speaking, wlaking, gesturing and thinking and okay nvm thats why